Be like a shark, keep moving to stay alive.

and tumbled away. I have to start over entirely from a weight that I’ve never been at. Ugh. I can do this though.

:( it was horrible. I got shin splints, cramps, and my calves are on fire. I hate having to start over after I had gotten so far.

for being so completely inactive on both this blog and in life. Since getting out of the Marine Corps my life hasn't been so great. But I'm finally getting things back together. It may have taken me 4 months to admit that I was having a hard time adjusting and my doctors are going to put me on some mild antidepressants, though I don't think it'll help my PTSD and the way I can't sleep anymore. I've put on 30+ pounds since leaving Parris Island. But now I need y'alls help getting back in shape. If any of my followers live in Charlotte, NC we should meet up so I have so motivation again. I live just outside University City so even if you're in Huntersville or Concord we could make it work! I'm also open to new gyms because Fitness Connection really screwed me over so I'm cancelling my membership there. And every time I go there's trash everywhere which is kinda gross. And there's only one bottle and paper towel dispenser to use to wipe down the machines. Anyway, if anyone lives around me don't be shy! Message me and we can work out. I gotta get back into my clothes. Nothing fits and it's certainly not helping my mental state. I'm also going to get back into keeping this blog active. And I need to change the name since I'm not in Florida anymore :(