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#birds

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Gluten-Free Strawberry Cream Cheese Pie

#strawberries #cream cheese #pie #desserts

Ugh. Anyway. What I was actually going to post before I fucked up all my files (the order is ultra fucked up on Tumblr upload now arrrrgggghhhh). The cinnamon spiced Yanyan. The babasils. The carrot sprouts that have a new one poking up to join. And the floppy lettuce sprouts that I didn't give enough light and manual stimulation (canned laughter) to so now I fan them in vain every day.

#dusk gardens

(Muttering to self) it's fine. It's fine. I care for plants I should be aware of the ephemerality of life and that sometimes unfortunate things will happen despite your best efforts to the contrary. Like Yanyan having soil mold. Because I overwatered him.

#dusk rambling #he had to get his soil scooped out and spiced (cinnamon powdered)#and now he's in exile in a different corner. punished for my sins.#dusk gardens #(i guess)

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had a fucked up dream i had a book that turned out could never be read again the same as the first time because each reread the characters became incrementally more aware that the events of the book had happened before and they were “reliving” it and i reread enough times that they became self aware, figured out they were in a book, acknowledged me as the reader, and some lost their minds or had existential crises, became violent to other characters or themselves, some begged me to never stop reading or they ceased to exist and others begged me to end it all stop reading and keeping them trapped in the endless loop of torment, and the literal only way to get the book back to its first run was to hand it off to someone else to read for the first time and for some reason i physically couldn’t tell anyone about it so i’d have to just hope whoever i gave it to would only read it once and i could never open the book again to check if they were okay and back to normal because i was terrified of fucking them all up again :(

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i'm glad people are finding this fun as a concept and making references to stuff that this reminds them of but i really gotta express how bad of a nightmare this was for me. i had fallen in love with the original story and characters (though on waking i couldn't tell you the details), unintentionally warped their story beyond recognition, and found myself an unwitting god that could not provide mercy for some without doling torment to others. one of the characters started offing themselves every time i started another reread. stress dream doesn't even begin to cover it

#dreams #stories #time loops #rosencrantz and guildenstern are dead

If I hadn't already been 100% sure I have autism this would've convinced me. If the photos had been wiped completely I think I actually would have started crying but as it is I shed a tear or two. Still embarrassing*

*For me personally and every other autistic person who melts down over things other people would deem inane is so valid and strong**

**If I wasn't convinced I had OCD before this the urge to overexplain and clarify everything in this post so I can never have my intent misinterpreted from any angle would have convinced me

#andy i need you to log into cyberspace and fix everything for me. definitely how that works #dusk rambling #andy. andy. shakes my little brain apartment by shaking my head like a dog. call falcon too while you're at it #not for cyberspace i just want to be double titted up sandwiched. for comfort.

Ok so. If I view the metadata of these images online most if not all of the non-photograph (downloaded) ones have no date embedded in them which means date sorting is still fucked and idk if there's anything for exif recovery tools to recover. So I am just sorting them by name now since it makes the photographs and screenshots show up in the correct order (minus any weird named ones I got sent from other people) and the downloads well. I'll just take the L. I have to. Technically it's more consistent with my computer sorting system but like. Grgh. I'll get over it like it's better than losing all my photos but it's just annooyyyinnngggg it's like if you accidentally upended the shelf with all your carefully sorted beads on there and someone put them back bbut it's all wrong but you can't remember what exact order they go back in. Wah. Waaaaaaahhhhhh.....

#dusk rambling #this was supposed to be a good and exciting night in anticipation of fun times tomorrow and now i'm just :/#i'm not threatening to enter meltdown state anymore but like :/ grumpy :/ unsettled :/#tense like something's not right because it isn't #i'll get over it eventually this isn't the first time something like this has happened #every time i switch phones or computers SOMEthing fucks up #but it's still :/ : /

Obsidian on the other hand even remembered which tabs I had open when I moved the Documents folder back smh

#dusk rambling

It's so stupid because on my actual computer I almost never sort by date unless I'm trying to find a reference pic I recently downloaded or see what the last thing I drew was. I usually sort alphabetically there. But my phone is nebulous time vibes I guess it's kind of like my personal time capsule to scroll through what I was doing or into at certain points of time so yeah I'm stressed lmao

#dusk rambling

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Is it the appropriate emotional response to go into overheated stress mode and want to cry over photos being out of order

#that's my hoard. my collection #and now it will never be in order again.#dusk rambling #when i went into my internal storage and saw zero pics i freaked tf out #they were in the usb but at what cost

This is the fucking worst the photos are fine because they actually store date taken and the screenshots are Bad (all the same date modified) but bearable because they have the time and date screenshotted in their name but the downloaded photos are all fucking everywhere because they all have the time modified as Now and no other data I hate this I hate this my messy systeeeeeemmmmmm!!!!! Never trust a phone with no SD card slot!!!!!!

#dusk rambling #this is a fucking. google pixel so i don't trust it anyway but you know #i just wanted to back up my photos before leaving i need to fucking. use the computer next time no more stupid usb

I hate myself I accidentally moved the folders over to my external usb instead of copy over and now when trying to copy back all the screenshots and downloads are out of DATE ORDEEEEERRRRRRRER

#dusk rambling

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#extrem Yaoi!!!!#yaoi

TOMATO SPPPPRRROOOOUUUUTTTTTT!!!!!!!

#dusk gardens #it's a Tiny Tim!#we have a door camera so my bro told me my tomato yelling was echoing on the vid 😭😭😭#well unless this is a weed. but it's within the normal range of time for tiny tims to sprout #and it's actually in the place i planted it. lol

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Kiki visited the coffee truck early this morning 💤

#acnh #acnh exterior

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The above is a video shared by smrchildsadness on Twitter, showing a person participating in a pride parade exchanging a pride flag with a person standing on his (am using his pronoun based on the TikToks/Tweets of what happened) doorway who had a Portuguese flag. There are sounds of cheers and crying and the two people hug each other as they exchange the flags. The man at the doorway then waved kisses to the crowd within the pride parade.

The Tweet says: "NO YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HE WAS WAVING THE PORTUGUESE FLAG BECAUSE HE DIDN'T HAVE A PRIDE FLAG AND THEY TRADED FLAGS AND HE'S SO EMOTIONAL TO GET HIS OWN PRIDE FLAG I'M EMOTIONALLY RUINED"

For context, apparently they were worried that maybe he's a nationalist because he was waving the Portuguese flag and some nationalists opposing the pride march were waving that flag. But upon interacting with him, it turns out he didn't have have a pride flag and he wanted to wave *a* flag in support of the pride march. So they had an exchange and now he has his own pride flag 😭🥹.

The image above is a Tweet by kunwara_ladkaa that says "I'm crying so much right now (Image taken by Manuel Fernando Araújo/Lusa)". The image shows the same man from the pride parade crying as he hugs his new pride flag.

The above image is a Tweet by dudz_zZzz that says "ainda não parei de pensar nele," which according to Google translate from Portuguese to English is "I still haven't stopped thinking about him." The image is a drawing of the person from the pride parade, crying as he hugs his new pride flag.

Posts were made on July 1, 2024.

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One of the most joyful moments of 2024 during a Pride Parade in Portugal.

#pride #portugal #flags

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