does adam parrish deduce that ronan is gay before ronan himself does because he's highly observant as a survival mechanism or because he's psychic. does adam parrish sense that someone is following their quest because he's hypervigilant as a survival mechanism or because he's psychic. does adam feel different and alienated from his friends because he's self-reliant as a survival mechanism or because he's psychic. can adam sometimes dissociate and literally detach from reality as a survival mechanism or because he's psychic. does adam have sudden nightmares and fear-induced hallucinations after he stops living with his parents because he has trauma or because he's psychic.