this is a gays only event, go home

i am sam, sam i am, etc.

30 yrs old

chronic tumblr user since ‘11

lesbian

she/her pronouns, tme

white, culturally irish-american

anti-capitalist leftist

from new england, living in the midwest

raised catholic, currently atheist

bfa and ma, working as a paper conservator

diagnosed with ADHD-I (inattentive type) and idiopathic hypersomnia

mcr sideblog is at @grownundergloom

a few things up front to save time:

i am an adult and will post about sexual topics. i don’t check for/block minors by default, but please use your discretion!

i explicitly love and support my trans siblings, especially my trans sisters. terfs are agents of white supremacist patriarchy and are not welcome here. transmisogyny will not be tolerated.

bi women are my friends. discourse that divides us is stupid and repetitive and i won’t be participating.

free palestine. zionists are not welcome here. that being said, i also won’t tolerate antisemitism under the guise of antizionism.

i try my best to challenge the racism i was raised in and learn to be a better ally to people of color. you have no place here if you refuse to do the same.

sex work is real work, porn is real art, and sex is a natural part of life that should be embraced. censorship is a tool of fascism and will only serve to harm the marginalized.

>meds are liquid, so i can lower the dose myself easily, just have to let him know

>dose is too low

>go up to a higher dose, but it’s too high

>reduce it on my own, find one in between that works

>ask him to change my prescription to that dose

>he says good, will do 👍

>2 months go by

>pharmacy still only has the higher dose on file

>he submitted a new prescription for the same (higher) dose for some reason???

>keep trying to contact him about it but he isn’t being responsive

>pharmacy knows the lower dose i’m supposed to be on now because i told them

>they’re a little bothered because the med is SUPER controlled and they don’t want to give me more than they should

>been in a battle with this man’s forgetful ass to lower this prescription for nearly 3 months now

>meanwhile

>start to feel like the dose i chose is getting less effective

>body must be getting used to it

>wonder if i need to increase it a little bit?