seeing your parents get old can't be easy but it must be nice

my legs are so sore I've been using them so much

I could never give a shit abt 'ohh beer in a clear bottle makes it skunky ' okay it's skunky and I'm going to suck it through a lime and thank my lucky stars idgaf abt ipas

wow the self esteem and self belittlement issues ocd too who'da thought of it this bitch hates meee and I knew this bc to me its a form of vigilance / comprehension

I've been out of weed for a while but I'm unleashing the kief #unleash

microdosing on therapy by listening to ocd Podcasters I fear, but it is very informative

I can't believe how much of me being not very outspoken is not in fact just overthinking or being shy but probably me making the stakes way higher than they are bc of like. The scenarios I genuinely imagine and discount but don't really discount bc they could happen. that's like. so much of it. I feel like I came to terms w adhd before I even came to terms w being trans it feels so weird to try and come to terms w things like these so late in the game but also I *Get* that its also like. not that late in the game, really but like still

I've been up since like 7am, landed a job after an interview, but idk if I want the job bc it seems like $14 an hr and might conflict with me doing stonewall sports, but it's tentatively hours which I really need, but I'm applying to a bunch of other places. I went to a different food bank than usual and they had like way more food than I usually get from the grocery even when I have money, I was genuinely shocked. I'm used to the place that does like a bag or so of stuff. I got some chicken sausage I'm hoping to make my mom's spaghetti recipe with