The Gift of Panic Pt# 10. 2/2
Here is the second half of part 10. If you enjoy this snippet consider giving it a reblog, as it gets the lowest number of notes out of all my snippets but I think these guys deserve some more love! Let me know what you think down below!
The hero nodded and followed the villain as they weaved through a couple of corridors and climbed a few sets of stairs until they went through a final door and walked out onto the roof.Â
âWas coming all the way up here really necessary?â Rhys asked, trying for a playful tone.Â
Silver shrugged as he walked over to the roofâs edge, âMaybe not, but I donât wanna risk anyone else hearing about it. Either way, it helps add to the dramatic mood,â he added, joking, sitting down to dangle his feet above the city below.Â
âFair point,â the hero agreed, sitting down next to the other.Â
The chill of the night air blew past them. Despite the bright city lights, Rhys could manage to pick out a few stars in the dark sky above them. The warm glow of the streetlights below illuminated the villainâs face next to him, and the hero felt something akin to deja-vu. For the first time since it happened, Silver looked nervous. Anxious and uncomfortable. Smaller, somehow, like the aura of power he usually exhibited, had been replaced with air so thick you could cut it with a knife.Â
âThe last time I saw you look that nervous has to have been way back when I first learned about the incident. Is this story really that bad?"Â
To his surprise, Silver snorted a laugh, shaking his head, "You need to remember who your talking to,â he replied, watching the world below him, âMy definition of bad is probably different than yours. Itâs not like I derailed a train full of children and puppies. Though it certainly isnât that good,"Â
"That doesnât mean much, though,â the hero replied without missing a beat, âI mean, Iâve heard people give the same description about grocery store sushi, so."Â
Silver fell into quiet yet startled laughter, shaking his head fondly. Rhys had to smile at his ability to make the villain feel better, even in bad situations.Â
For a few moments, they both fell quiet until Silver took a deep breath and began speaking.Â
"So, I know you know about the bomb,â he began, âAnd Iâm sure your smart enough to have connected the dots that the Brass Razors were the ones responsible,"Â
The hero hummed in agreement.Â
"You donât have any powers, do you?â Silver asked, seemingly out of nowhere.Â
âUh, no, not to my knowledge anyway,"Â
"How much do you know about them? About how they work?"Â
âWell, I wonât bore you but, they can be tricky. They can also react and go off to emotion. Anyway, when I was a child, mine were⌠volatile, to say the least. I know youâve figured out my first power is metal kinesis, but my second is electricity. Those are a very deadly combination,"Â
"Yeah, I can think of some ways those might not go together so well,â Rhys admitted.Â
âMy actual childhood didnât exactly help. Bad parents, bad school life, Iâm sure youâve heard the sob stories before. But back then, I would accidentally hurt people all the time. I was a baby and nearly killed both myself and my parents in a car crash. They were arguing and screaming in the front seat, and suddenly the entire car swerved off the road. We were lucky it only hit a tree. I wonât bore you with the details but, I learned early on people didnât like my powers, so, I tried to never use them. I just suppressed everything. Emotions included,"Â
"Iâm so sorry,â the hero replied gently, âThatâs awful,"Â
The villain just shrugged, "Itâs whatever now. Itâs in the past, and it wasnât all bad, I suppose. But now I guess you know why I donât like putting my men in danger. Kids need parents, so no one else has to turn into me,â he replied, looking down at his hands, âNot that it was all their fault either but,â he took a deep breath, âthatâs a story for another day, but now you know my sad, pathetic origin story, so-"Â
"No, no. Iâm going to stop you there,â Rhys interrupted.Â
The villain looked at him in confusion.Â
âNothing about any of that is pathetic. End of discussion,"Â
Silver huffed, rolling his eyes. However, he wore a small smile regardless.
"Anyway, maybe we can talk about the details of my childhood another time, but the point was that was when the emotion and power suppression began. It was early on, though I didnât do it to please anyone or get them to like me; it was mainly because all emotions or powers ever brought me was more headaches. The bomb thing happened years later, when I was relatively new to the villain world, but my fighting and business skills helped me grow quickly. Quick enough to be considered a threat to the Brass Razors. So, they sent the present. The person whoâŚ"Â
"It was my childhood friend.â the villain forced himself to say suddenly, âHe was⌠well, my only friend, I guess. Anyway, the gift arrived in the mail, and I donât know what possessed him to open it but, he did, and, wellâŚâ he took a deep, shaky breath, âI heard the explosion from way down the hall. He was already unconscious by the time I got there. He uh, he died in my arms,"Â
Rhys looked at Silver in shock, by the villain was simply looking in front of himself, staring off into the horizon almost distantly. In the warm glow of the street lights below, Rhys could make out the single tear the fell on Silverâs cheek.Â
"Anyways,â the villain said suddenly, sniffing and wiping his cheek as he cleared his throat, âDespite everything, I still managed to keep it all inside somehow, motivated by the determination to find who was responsible and absolutely destroy them. I refused to admit it was revenge or hurt that was fueling it, though. I treated it like a business venture, like a country responding to a declaration of war. I tried to keep it professional as I searched, lying to everyone, including myself, that the reasons were strictly non-personal. I planned. I planned about how I would take apart every aspect of this personâs life and leave them with nothing, all so that they couldnât interfere with business again,"Â
Rhys wasnât sure what to say. What could he say? Nothing would make the situation better. The hero tried to put himself in Silversâs shoes. All the pain, devastation. Obviously, he would want revenge, but would he want to do more than just get legal justice? Had he been reading a novel, he would have unapologetically rooted for the villain to get justice. Hell, in some stories, the villain might have even been written as a hero.Â
But this wasnât a novel. These were real lives they were talking about.
"About a week later, I finally found out who it was. I was coming home one night and found a note on my door. It began by apologizing for the bad birthday present, saying they were wrong to think so little of me. They were impressed by the fact I quote, "Willingly risked one of my own, having them open the present before me to ensure it was safe.â They went on to say they had decided to make up for it by giving me a truly good present, which was their offer to hire me,âÂ
"Thatâs⌠so sick and twistedâŚâ Rhys muttered in disbelief.Â
Suddenly the hero saw the villainâs hands clench into fists in his lap, knuckles white with tension.Â
âThey insinuated that I choose to⌠the audacity to assume I intentionally-â he took a deep breath, fists and posture relaxing a bit as he regathered himself, âThe note was signed: Sincerely head of the Brass Razors,"Â
There was a pause, the only sounds being the distant bustling of the city below. "The second I saw that name, all the planning I had done went out the window. I saw who was responsible, and the only thing I could see was red. I didnât even enter my house; I turned right around and went straight to their headquarters on Vincent boulevard along the coast. I had called one of my men whom I knew had connections to them and lied about wanting to talk to the boss. He told me where the building was, and he also said all the higher-ups were there for a meeting that night. It was this sizeable office-type building away from all the others, at the end of the street with a winding driveway that went past the beach until rounding back to the top of the hill overlooking the ocean,"Â
"ItâŚÂ was??â Rhys asked in confusion.Â
Silver huffed a laugh, âItâs uh⌠no longer standing, shall we say. I walked up to that building and⌠I let all hell break loose,"Â
"Well, up until this point, I still hadnât used my powers, especially in villainy or around others. However, that night there were also a few people outside the complex. There were about twenty or so members in the parking lot, gathered around to discuss something while four guards stood by the main doors, not that I even got that far. I-"Â
Suddenly the villain cut himself off and fell quiet, hands tightening their grip on the edge of the roof.Â
"SilverâŚâ Rhys prompted quietly, âWhat? What did you do?"Â
"I let go,â he replied simply, taking a deep, shaky yet steadying breath before continuing, âI was tired, tired of holding it all back. So I let the dam come tumbling down and watched it flood. Everything came bubbling to the surface, and I let it, encouraged it even, and I felt it all. Every tear Iâd held back when dealing with my drugged parents, every fist I didnât throw in school, every bit of the sorrow and regret of losing my friend⌠every insult, every failure, nightmare, fear; every ounce of pain and anger that I had ever suppressed. For the first time since I was six, I let myself feel; I made myself feel,"Â
He paused for another moment.Â
"My memory of what actually happened is kind of fuzzy. I remember electrical devices started exploding first. A lamp post blew, then a cellphone in someoneâs purse, then a generator. I remember a nearby car suddenly erupting into flames. Then people started shooting. I just remember the sound of all the gunshots going off, but I never got hit once. Iâm not entirely sure how. Bullets are metal, so itâs possible I deflected them, butâŚ"Â
"What other explanation could there be?"Â
"There are rumours that they were incinerated by electricity I had whipping around me,â Silver explained, shrugging as if that was some kind of everyday feat! âI heard someone say it was like I was standing in the middle of an âenergy tornadoâ,â the villain explained, making bunny ears at the description.Â
âHoly crapâŚâ Rhys muttered, stunned at the mental image of such a thing.Â
âI donât remember one way the other,â Silver explained with a shrug, âthe next thing I remember was my vision going white. I remember zeroing in on the building, focusing all the emotion and pain onto it,â
Suddenly the villainâs face turned hard, âAnd I ripped that building up by its god damn foundations,â he explained, tone almost close to a cold snarl, before taking a breath, so his voice returned to normal.
âI canât remember what I was thinking at the moment, if at all. It was all just.. so much. In the end, the entire building went the way of Atlantis,"Â
"Yep. I somehow managed to launch it out to sea,"Â
Rhys stared, eyes wide. For the first time since they sat down, Silver glanced over at the hero.Â
"I mean-! Iâm not sure how far- itâs not like I sent it cascading into the horizon or anything!â He sputtered in response to whatever look was on Rhysâ face.Â
âAll I know is where ever it ended up; the water was deep enough that I couldnât see the place once it sank. I managed to get myself home somehow before collapsing,â he continued, âLuckily, it was late at night, and the only other people around were other criminals, so it never made it to the press. Criminals are good at spreading rumours, though, and this one spread like wildfire. Iâm not surprised it was Thorne who broke it to you though, she was one of the villains there that night in the parking lot,â
âWell, at least I now understand what she meantâŚâ Rhys replied almost mindlessly.Â
"She told me I had the equivalent of a quote 'nuclear bomb on a leash,â the hero recited, before sputtering, âI get the bomb part, I mean! not the other part- Iâm not trying to control you or anything!"Â
Silver laughed in amusement, shaking his head fondly, "No? Thatâs good. Leashes arenât really my thing anyway; clashes with the suit,"Â
This time it was Rhys turn to laugh.
"Anyway,â the villain continued, âThatâs pretty much the story. Itâs not that Iâm⌠ashamed of it⌠and I certainly donât regret getting my revenge. Itâs just not something Iâm proud of either. Emotions and powers are messy things. Still, they are a part of who I am, which is why Iâve started using them a bit, usually when others arenât around,"Â
"I know what youâre afraid is about to happen,â Rhys said suddenly, âWhat you and probably Thorne thought would follow, but my opinion of you hasnât changed,"Â
Silverâs head snapped to look at him, eyes wide with shock, "What?"Â
"Youâre a villain,â Rhys shrugged, âI know that. I knew it before we were friends. You might not be a good person, but I donât think youâre an evil one either,â the hero looked over at the other, âIâm still your friend,"Â
The villain blushed and looked away, but Rhys caught the smile on his face, "good⌠Thatâs goodâŚ"Â
The hero bumped his shoulder against the other playfully, "And hey, if I ever need help moving furniture around-"Â
"wait! If my phone dies, can you charge it again?!"Â
"I regret everything,â the villain groaned, though he was smiling.Â
âI donât have powers! I canât do anything cool!â the hero complained.
âYou think throwing an office into the ocean is cool?â Silver asked, raising an eyebrow.
âI meanâŚâ Rhys hesitated, âIf I saw a villain in a comic-book do that, I wouldnât say it wasn't cool?"Â
They locked gazes for a moment until the villain faltered and rolled his eyes.Â
"Give me your phone,â he sighed in mock annoyance, extending his hand.Â
As it turns out, he could charge a phone.Â
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