Isaac. 30s. he/him. Whump writer. Buy me a ko-fi here! May be NSFW. Torture, self-sacrifice, field medicine, recovery, angst. Honor Bound, Lux in Tenebris, Beneath Gunmetal Skies, Pale Horse Planet, David & Nia, AO3. Prompts & asks welcome. Icon by @who-needs-a-life-anyways
The war against the syndicates is over. Anyone who remains knows to keep their heads down and stay out of the way. Those who don't risk torture and death.
Isaac grew up training to fight. He has spent the past six years of his life doing everything he can to strike back at the cruel syndicate families that destroyed his life. He and his friends have all been broken by the syndicates, one way or another. The group travels the country sabotaging the vicious Stormbecks, the syndicate that controls the region with an iron fist.
When Sam, the group's youngest member, is kidnapped and tortured by the Stormbecks' son, Isaac would do anything to get them back. The ragtag family launches a mission to rescue Sam, and Isaac makes a choice that will shatter all their lives forever.
Explanation for why my name now matches one of my OCs
Honor Bound, Book 1: edited and published with 3 new chapters on Barnes & Noble, Bookshop, and Amazon
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Honor Bound chapters here
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Honor Bound, Book 2: edited and published with 5 new chapters on Barnes & Noble, Bookshop, and Amazon
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Honor Bound 2 chapters here
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Honor Bound, Book 3: edited and published with 2 new chapters on Barnes & Noble, Bookshop, and Amazon
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Honor Bound 3 chapters here
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Honor Bound, Book 4: edited and published with 2 new chapters on Barnes and Noble, Bookshop, and Amazon
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Honor Bound 4 chapters here
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Honor Bound, Book 5: edited and published with 4 new chapters on Barnes and Noble, Bookshop, and Amazon
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Honor Bound 5 chapters here
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Honor Bound, Book 6: edited and published with 9 new chapters on Barnes and Noble, Bookshop, andĀ AmazonĀ
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Honor Bound 6 chapters here
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Vera,Ā an Honor Bound prequel and companion to books 2 and 3: edited and published with 3 new chapters on Barnes and Noble, Bookshop, and Amazon
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Vera series chapters here
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AUs:
Vampire AU: Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4
Gavin is raised by Gray
James rescues young Gavin
Magic AU to this chapter where Gavin is hanged
Sacrificial Ram
AU where Isaac and Gavin have a psychic link from childhood
AU where Gavinās father possesses Isaac to punish Gavin
Isaac/Gavin/Vera/Tori foursome
Bad day part 1, part 2
Google link to AUs
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Other assorted pieces:
Honor Bound partially translated into Russian, by @milesstannumā
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Ash/Isaac Crossover AU(s)
Crossover AUs withĀ @ashintheairlikesnow
Links to AUs here
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The Collection Box/Honor Bound Crossover AU
Crossover with @whump-it and her BBU AU The Collection Box
Part 1,Ā Part 2,Ā Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6
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Isaac/Raye Crossover AU
Crossover with @newbornwhumperflyā and their Morja and Company story
AU chapters here
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Isaacās AO3
Isaacās Ko-fi
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Isaacās bookshop.org link (I am an affiliate and do get commission if you use this link)
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When the story begins in 2029...
Isaac Moore, 27: the protector of the team. Heās been tasked with keeping them all safe, but he tasks himself with so much more. Heās been trained to fight the crime syndicates since he was a teen. Heās brave, protective, and would do anything for the teamās youngest member, Sam.
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Sam Vasterling, 19: the youngest and newest member of the team. They are Isaacās little sibling in every way but blood. Theyāre sweet, devoted, and loved. They didnāt want this life, but that choice was taken away when they were at the wrong place at the wrong time. Now theyāre part of the ragtag team, learning how to survive.
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Gavin Stormbeck, 24: the son of the Stormbeck crime syndicate. He grew up learning to hurt people at the command of his parents, and has never known any life but the world he was born into. When he meets Isaac, he realizes there is something outside his own blood-soaked world, and would do anything to find out more.
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Vera Novak, 36: a fighter in every way, and Isaacās best friend. She became a cop to fight the syndicates, and learned the cruelty of the syndicates better than most. She fights by Isaacās side to keep the team safe. Sheās fiercely loyal to her family and would do anything to protect them... including hiding her dark past.Ā
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Gray Uriah, 52: Gray is the heart and leader of the team. Empathetic, caring, and sensitive, they see the places their team needs support the most. They are always ready and willing to put someone else first. They are the only one that still remembers how the world was before the syndicates, and theyāve spent their whole life trying to fix things one way or another.Ā
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Finn Dunham, 27: they have the unfortunate gift of having training as a combat medic. Itās unfortunate, they say, because that guarantees theyāll always be farthest from danger, waiting to patch up the team whenever they get hurt. They want nothing more but to be in the thick of the action.
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Ellis Price, 34: Finnās partner. They have no family left but the team. When Ellisās family was gunned down by the Stormbecks, they vowed to do whatever they had to in order to bring the syndicates to justice. They hide their pain under a mask of sarcasm and snark but will fight you if you threaten their team.Ā
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Tori Nasser, 33: Tori was involved in the resistance movements with Gray years ago. Now she runs a safehouse, helping out victims of the syndicates and trying to keep innocent people safe. She enjoys her quiet life under the radar. When she answers Grayās call and lets the team into her protection, she has no idea what they bring to her doorstep⦠good, and bad.
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Joseph Stormbeck, 51 (at the time of Honor Bound): Fourteen years before the start of Honor Bound, Vera was assigned to infiltrate Josephās syndicate. As the head of his family, he didnāt take kindly to the police snooping around his business. Rather than kill Vera outright, he decided to capture her and torment her for months. Suave, patient, and wildly sadistic, he became the subject of her nightmares when sheās asleep, and awake.
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Ryan Pearson, 24 (at the time of the Vera series): Fourteen years before the start of Honor Bound, Ryan joined Josephās syndicate for safety, purpose, and most importantly, a job. When he was assigned night shift guard duty for Vera, he figured it was going to be an easy paycheck, babysitting an easy captive. He had no way of knowing the consequences of that assignment.
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Colleen Stormbeck, 49 (at the time of Honor Bound 2): Colleen lives as one of the top syndicate members, in control of one of the biggest regions in the shattered country. She loves her husband and her son more than anything else in the world. When her husband is taken from her and her son nearly dies (again) at Veraās hand, she decides to exercise her power as a Stormbeck to set the world right again: by hunting down and destroying Isaac and his team. She would do anything to maintain her familyās status and power, and thereās no one she wouldnāt cut down who got in her way.
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Edrissa Clarke, 18: Edrissa has lived for the past 2 years as a syndicate plaything. Only her own spirit and the hope of seeing her brother again kept her alive. When the team rescues her during her own sale to another syndicate, she has no choice but to stay with the team for her safety, and theirs. She has no idea what sheās found in the family when they take her in.
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Daniel Schiester, 42 (at the time of Honor Bound 2): he is the mysterious mayor of Crayton, the town that holds the line for the north. He has a grudge against the syndicates and takes particular interest in Gavin. He oversees the protection and safety of the refugees that come into his care both to make up for his dark past, and to carry out his own version of justice in the present.
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Zachariah Medina, 18 (at the time of Honor Bound 3): Zachariah grew up in Fort Meyers, and he learned young that it was either work for the syndicates, or starve. When he gets a job at the Stormbeck household as a security guard, it is a relief. That relief is quickly replaced with horror as he realizes the implications of having to protect the Stormbecks - and who heās forced to hurt in the process.
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Cast faceclaims/fancasts here, here, here
Honor Bound playlist here
Isaac moodboard,Ā Finn/Ellis moodboard,Ā Vera moodboard,Ā Gavin moodboard,Ā Isaac/Gavin moodboard,Ā Isaac/Gavin in captivity moodboard
Art from others:
Moodboards:
Moodboards by @orchidscript:Ā Sam/Isaac/GavinĀ and Tori/Vera
Moodboards by @newbornwhumperfly: Gavin Stormbeck Uriah, Isaac and Sam, Gavin/Isaac book 3 & 4, Gavin/Isaac book 5 & 6, Tori/Vera, Gray Uriah, Daniel Schiester, Vera
Moodboards by @newandfiguringitout:Ā Gavin and Isaac captivity, Isaac, Sam, Gavin, Ellis, Vera, Isaac and Sam, Isaac/Gavin
Art:
Commissions by @albino-whumpee: Isaac/Gavin, Isaac and Sam, HMS ToriVera, Isaac/Gavin book 6
Commissions by @boxboysandotherwhumpāā: Isaac/Gavin book 6, Gavinās nightmare, Isaac, Gavin, and Sam book 6
Commission by @erissa002ā: Vera
Commission by @luckydanartā: Sam in book 3, Isaac/Gavin in book 4
Gavin Uriah then/now by @who-needs-a-life-anywaysā
Nata the cat (?) and Zelda the dog (!), Gavin takes the trash out, the team meets Tom Bombadil by @burtlederpā
The end of the Stormbecks by @mostlyjustwhumpā
The family by @my-whumpy-little-heart
Isaac/Gavin by @luckydanartā
Music and more:
Gavin Stormbeck Uriah playlist, Isaac Moore playlist by @newbornwhumperflyā
The Honor Bound Season 1 Episode 1 TV pilot of my dreams by @butwhatifyouwrite
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if you told vin diesel fast and the furious you were gay he'd be like "Some people like driving stickā¦some people like driving automaticā¦what matters is you cross the finish line.." and then he'd rev up a dodge challenger and drive through a building and kill 16 people
If you asked if he was cool with trans people, he'd probably say "sometimes, aftermarket parts are the only way to get the vehicle you really want. Everyone should have the right to hot rod."
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In every way this is set up to be a joke like any other short video, it even uses the trope of main character in a wig to represent their mom, but it isn't funny at all. It's just sweet and nice
"My mum won't let me" Okay I am 30 goddamn years old and I still have this thought so let's walk through it together.
What's the worst that can happen if you do it anyway? Genuinely. The literal worst. Catastrophise about it with me for a sec.
Will your mum yell at you? You're an adult. Yelling at fellow adults is Not Okay Actually. (Yelling at kids is also not okay but let's take this one step at a time.) If your mum is yelling at you, a fellow adult, she's the one being weird and out of line. You asked your friend and they said so too (me. I'm the friend.)
Will she cut off your phone plan? That would be a problem. Can you look into whether you can afford to switch to a new plan she doesn't have access to? Most phone companies will let you port your number over pretty easily.
Will she cut you off financially? Run the numbers again. Can you afford for that to happen? If the answer is no, that's okay, I believe you and I know you're making the best decision for your own well-being that you can in the moment. If there's anything you can do to make it more affordable, I do suggest doing that, though.
Will she be physically violent, inclusive of breaking stuff that belongs to you? Thatās assault. That's a crime. It's not okay for her to do that and she almost certainly knows it.
Will she stop talking to you? Honestly I gotta say at this point that's not sounding like a bad outcome. It sucks. It really really sucks and I'm sorry if that's a choice you're having to make, but take it from someone who's been there and done that: when someone who is being abusive to you (stalking is abuse! Yelling at you is abuse! Threatening to cut off your funds if you don't do what they want forever is abuse! Breaking your stuff or physically hurting you is abuse!) decides of their own volition to cut you off, it hurts for a hot minute, and then you suddenly realise that you can breathe, and it feels so. Goddamn. Amazing.
Delete the tracking application. Live where you want to live. Change your name. Join or leave the religion. Get the piercing or the tattoo or the surgery. Live your life, because it's yours and not your parents'.
And then bled the movies of what made the comics successful i.e. earnestness and investment. They'll laugh in your face for getting emotionally attached to the characters and their relationships, no-homo style
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You asked for some bad things, so here's a little bad ending AU snippet with Travis. I hope that fits the bill : ) Maybe I'll send you a Kaethan one too
āOh, honey,ā The demon said. āThatās almost cute. You aināt got beat up before, trust me. Sure, Iāve smacked you around and that biker slammed your head into the floor and knocked you down some stairs or whatever," The demon laughed and then he leaned down close, nose to nose.
"But you ain't never got beat, and I mean really beat.ā
The demon grinned too-wide for Hunterās face, Travis watched his skin split by the corners of his mouth.
āNever been beat so bad you puke, never been hit so hard that your teeth wind up in someone elseās knuckles. Iāve only bruised your ribs, should I break em this time? Sometimes bits of em can puncture your organs. Your breath will come out all whistly and gaspy, pressure collapses your lungs. Youād never sing again would ya? That sound fun, babydoll? You keep saying you don't want me to act like him no more, and maybe you're right. Maybe I should just drop this whole boyfriend bullshit act completely--it's fucking exhausting anyway, all you do is cry and complain. Maybe I should just cave that pretty little face in and paint the walls with your fucking brains."
The smile split wider, it hurt to look at.
"And I'll make your boyfriend watch it too."
I've been thinking a lot about the AU where Gavin is raised by Gray after his parents are murdered when he's young... I remember you mentioning that he would take Sam's place when Sam is taken by his cousin, and then him getting taken by DFS..
I can't stop thinking about this AU ā it would be so freaking sad and whumpy for gavin I love it.
And oh how Gray would get as they witness Gavin go through so much... I also loooove the idea of little Gavin cuddling with Gray when he gets his nightmares, him learning how to be 'normal', Gray teaching him how to be a kid. š
I'm in love with baby Gavin, he's such a cute kid in every AU š I'm imagining his little hand in Gray's and his big bug eyes as he stares at everything around him
Ahhhhh this AU!!!!
Contents: sadism, masochism, borderline bdsm
I do love that Gavin would have had a chance to be a kid with Gray, and would have grown up knowing he was safe and loved. He would have had that chance to be a hero for Sam because he would have grown up seeing people being heroic for a good cause for almost his entire life. And he would have had Gray reinforcing this feeling that he is worthy and good for his entire life. He would have learned so much from everyone around him and discovered who he was so much sooner.
The thing about this AU is... his relationship with Isaac would have been so much more fucked up though. Gavin would still have that sadistic streak, and Isaac would still have that throbbing ache under his skin telling him that he is unworthy unless he's sacrificing for his loved ones. And once Isaac found out Gavin was good with a knife... ohhhh boy
I picture Isaac going to Gavin's tent late at night, eyes downcast, cheeks flushed with the shame of asking. Gavin finally pulls the question out of him:
"Will you... will you h-hurt me, Gavin?"
At first Gavin refuses; he left that behind in his childhood. Or, at least, he wants to believe that. But he still has dreams of people bleeding under his knife. He's looked at Isaac and wondered how Isaac would look under his knife.
So he lays Isaac out, binds his wrists behind him with a handkerchief. He leans Isaac back against his chest and gently tugs his shirt up to reveal his trembling stomach. And, gently, he begins to cut. Isaac groans under the knife, trembling, hands twisting behind him. He presses his forehead against Gavin's neck as Gavin carves his way up Isaac's chest.
"More?" he asks.
Isaac nods, sweat darkening his hair.
Gavin fits his hand over Isaac's mouth to muffle the sound as he cries out.
You should think about how being tortured affects how your characters have sex. Do they have to pause due to chronic pain? Do they rely more on toys if their hands donāt work as well due to nerve damage or broken fingers that never quite healed right? Are there things they canāt tolerate anymore? Things theyāve started to enjoy as a way of processing what happened? Tell me about it!
This was one of my favorite things about @whump-tr0pes' Honor Bound series! The way sex between Isaac and Gavin from one book to the next changed as they processed their trauma was fascinating, and I loved how in the last book, Tori started coming out of her dissociation and started reconnecting with Vera and that sex was a big part of it. The whipped cream scene still lives rent-free in my head
you reeeeally want your handlers to view the living weapon as exempt from moral consideration so they don't feel guilty about how it's treated (including its existence, devoid of autonomy and humanity, in the first place), but you also reeeeeally want them to displace their own blame onto it, the instrument who physically carried out their orders, so that they can order things done which they otherwise couldn't stomach. right? don't worry about it <3
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just finished this month's book club book, went skimming goodreads reviews afterwards as you do, got my breath taken away by this absolutely brutal ending to one of the multi-paragraph 1 star reviews
Thank you so much to @twigsofmanyfaces for letting me borrow your boy Trouble and shake him like a cocktail shaker. If y'all havenāt read their work yet, you should do that immediately!!
The bar Trouble frequents sees all types: humans, non-humans, and a certain subset of both that Trouble just loves getting his teeth into. Tonight is no different. Three of the usual assholes canāt seem to take their eyes off him. Trouble is happy enough to go along with their schemes for long enough to get his meal - until he realizes he isnāt the only one in the angelsā basement.
This takes place during an alternate version of Deeās first captivity.
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This is a series. Start here, continued from here.
Contents: PTSD, religious trauma, past punishment, healing, fangs
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This bullshit with the Waffle House asshole had set Dee back so much. He slept almost twelve hours the first night, mending from what the angels had done, but when he woke, he was jumpy, frightened, scurrying back to bed with each little noise from the hallway or outside the window. He ate when Trouble ordered food, and peered out the window at all hours. He opened all the drawers in the suite and took out the book he found in one of them - and then dropped it in alarm when he realized it was a Bible. Trouble poured water over it, dumped it into the trash, and took the bag out himself. The one thing they didnāt do was cuddle - and Trouble tried not to lose his mind with worry about why.
The next afternoon, Dee finally ended his misery. āTrouble?ā he murmured, drawing in close, but not close enough to touch. āAre you⦠did I make you⦠angry?ā
Trouble blinked. āSweetie⦠no, why?ā What on earth could you possibly have doneā¦?
Dee stared miserably at his hands as he whispered one word: ābit.āĀ
Trouble hugged him close, pulling him all but into his lap on the bed. Dee pressed his face into Troubleās chest, just like he had the night before last. He heaved a shuddery sigh.Ā
āI sh-shouldnāt have,ā Dee breathed. āI know I shouldnāt have used my teeth. But I⦠I justāā
Trouble pulled back and cradled Deeās face, tilting it up so he could look him in the eye. āDonāt tell me youāve been torturing yourself with this since we got back,ā he said, a little sternly. Deeās lip wobbled. āDee⦠Itās okay. That guy was an asshole and you were trying to protect me. Okay? Iām not mad. I promise Iām not mad. I would have told you if I was, okay? I promise I will tell you if Iām ever mad. But I wish⦠I do wish you had told me youād been worried about this. Youāve been spinning yourself up over something you didnāt have to, sweetheart. Iām not mad that you did what you did. I just wish youād talked to me sooner so you didnāt tie yourself up in knots for the past few days.āĀ
Dee stared back at him soundlessly, eyes huge. Trouble would have given anything to know what he was thinking. He offered up a shot in the dark.Ā
āDee⦠Youāre not bad for biting,ā he whispered. āYouāre not bad for fighting back.āĀ
Tears flooded the demonās eyes. They spilled over his cheeks, moistening Troubleās palms. Slowly, carefully, he opened his mouth. His fangs were descended. They glinted in the warm glow of the lamp beside the bed.
āThere they are,ā Trouble murmured, and pressed the pad of his thumb into the point of one fang. Deeās eyes fluttered shut. Trouble felt his breath warm against his hand. Slowly, he leaned forward and kissed Deeās top lip. Then, so, so gently, he brushed his lips against one fang. Then the other. āNot scary to me,ā he said softly.Ā
Deeās eyes opened. More tears ran down his cheeks. His mouth slowly closed. āNo?āĀ
Trouble couldnāt help but laugh as he flashed his own razor-sharp smile. āNo, love. You could never scare me off for biting. You could never make me angry for fighting back. And I never, never want to make you feel like you need to. Yeah?ā
Slowly, Dee reached up and brushed his fingertips against Troubleās lips. When they parted, he ran a fingertip along the points of each deadly tooth.Ā
Trouble found his chest tightening. No one had ever touched him there before - no one who hadnāt died soon after, anyway. No one elseās skin or flesh had ever touched his teeth with gentleness. Like they were a gift, instead of a tool of punishment and survival. Trouble almost - almost - asked Dee to stop.Ā
When Dee was finished, he dropped his hand. It rested on Troubleās thigh. Troubleās skin tingled. āLove you,ā he said softly around a spasming throat.Ā
The demon began to purr. He curled up against Troubleās chest, his warm little body fitting perfectly under Troubleās chin. āLove you,ā he whispered. āCould we⦠could we maybe⦠do something tomorrow? Outside?ā
āOf course, my love,ā Trouble said as he held him. āWhatever you want. Anything you want to do.ā