don't forget, i'm with you in the dark

im sorry that was a bad joke. i can kill myself if you want

what do you mean my disability disables my abilities? what the fuck

That sickly feeling when you realize you don’t know how to love. You only know how to be devoted like a dog which has been abused all its life yet licks the hand which beats it.

Incredibly upset about the test because I know I can do better, but I can really feel my mental illnesses dragging me down and I don't know if I'll be able to overcome them.

I know I can better, I'll BE better, it's just I'm super upset that I can't be better right now.

crazy who makes me the happiest can make me the saddest

oops I accidentally separated myself emotionally from everyone to avoid feeling any bad feelings & it worked but at the expense of my sense of connectedness and belonging

maybe if I ignore it it won’t be true