Real convo about pregnancy/birth kink/fetishes:
I go through phases of shame and acceptance when it comes to this secret part of my indentity and wish more women with it were vocal. There are many women here, which is a huge comfort, because on the outside a majority or people with this kink/fetish are men or amab, which can feel a little isolating sometimes. I love seeing what everyone is into and the way we hype each other up, gender identity aside. I get stuck worrying about if I will EVER talk to someone in my real life about this. On tumblr I feel normal in this microcosm of weirdos haha, but I don't have the confidence to confide in my partner about this at all.
I want a real pretend belly, I want to wear it during sex, I want to wear it in public somewhere far away, I want to talk about the feeling the fantasy of pregnancy gives me. But I feel like I can't. I will be taking the birth aspect to the grave. There is zero way I will get through to another person who doesn't have that kink. It's not weird to me, but I know it's extremely taboo and unheard of to most people. I'm afraid they won't understand that none of this applies to my real life experience with pregnant people, I'm scared of the assumptions that this disillusions me from the realities of birth etc. I'm afraid of being caught or found out by my partner.
But, I want to make content. I want to feel beautiful and sexy with my pretend belly and engage with the community more. I cant for the most part due to my living situation and it sucks. Luckily, my investment in this kink/fetish fluctuates a lot, so I can go months without engaging in it and still enjoy plenty of other things. But what if that changes?
Leave your thoughts below if you have similar thoughts or fears. Maybe some advice?
