he/they - 25 - getting a good knight's sleep - N°1 horse hater - don't talk to me until I've had my morning MALE HORMONES - email me if you need a lucio to throw your games - MDNI - NO AI
🕺Nicholas - he/they - 25 - transmasc, ace, somewhat bi, ambiamorous, don't really know anymore - audhd & ocd - (south)italian - concept art student. thats about it 👉👉
I've been on T since august 2022 and had top surgery in december 2024. I may describe myself as a non-binary trans man though the way I perform my identity makes it a bit hard for me to put into one label. most of the time I just say I'm queer
DNI: TERFs, transmisogynists & transandrophobes, transmedicalists, racists, xenophobes, fatphobes, assholes in general I guess. and minors
things i like!! knights, armor, medieval stuffs, leatherworking, genaral diy, various mythology, dark fantasy stuff, elden ring, dark souls, spore, overwatch, valorant, hades & hades 2, there's probably more but i'm forgetting em
Be patient with me, as I said I am autistic and I might misinterpret phrasing, but I try my best to ask for clarification first if I am overly dubious about your words. thanks!
art tag is #art that i made!!
I use Paint Tool Sai v2 and a Wacom Intuos tablet (2018), i occasionally use Photoshop too but not much
For comm inquiries shoot me a DM anytime!
I do art requests only if I've posted about accepting some - I reply to asks with art sometimes but this doesn't authorize anyone to come in my inbox specifically requesting artwork
Fanart is welcome - please ask me for permission to edit my artwork!
I occasionally do traditional art as well, as in pencil drawings and acrylic paintings, thought I do not take comms for it
for prints and other stuff with my art on em: INPRNT shop - Redbubble shop
💥‼️THIS BLOG CONTAINS 🔞STUFF SO MINORS DONT INTERACT! THERE ARE NAKED KNIGHTS HERE‼️💥
⚜️I mostly post about knights bc that's my current hyperfix. textposts are tagged #rambling. there will be occasional posts about other stuff maybe. for now you're getting knight drawings and also knight related kink shit. Kink shit might include blood and gore so be aware⚜️
✌️I do post pics of myself (mostly in armor) under #its me!!! They might be thirst trap kinda pics sometimes and i'm okay with y'alls nasty comments and asks and DMs as long as you're not a creep, got it? You're free to flirt and I'll play around that. This user is a service top btw🤝
also about the divider i made it in 10 minutes feel free to steal it for malicious purposes
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these past few days I've been doing wallets to get more comfortable with hand stitching many layers of leather and so far it's going (from newest to oldest)
i don't like to gatekeep and some people already asked but here's the pattern i made if you want to make the kitty wallet yourself!! and i want to see pictures if you do make it!!
I'm aware the "bullying" between northern and southern italians mostly isn't even acknowledged by the rest of the world but I wish the few times it Was acknowledged it wouldn't be like "haha so funny north hate south because xyz" because it's much, much more serious and it's been going on forever, the northern parts of Italy have historically been exploiting the south, and dehumanizing the southerners, calling us uncivilized illiterate monkeys and chanting for the Vesuvius to clean us with fire, they still do to the point it's normal that I've had housing contracts rejected because they "didn't want dirty neapolitans" and that every time the south is hit by a natural disaster and people die from it, the news don't care, but in the north it's a tragedy even with no injured, and that if the south has no funds for infrastructure because the government doesn't give us any, then it's our fault. All of this is perfectly legal and allowed. I'm really tired and this probably doesn't make any sense to anyone outside of this fucked up hell country but I wanted to get it out there
and I'm going to add, people in the north get actively educated to hate us. they get told we're thieves and liars and dishonest, that our languages and dialects are unprofessional, that we have no education or culture, and that the ones we have are disgusting.
a couple years back a tuscan friend of mine had to convince her mom that me and my neapolitan friend were not gonna rob their house while staying for comic con. it only took three years before she allowed it!
around last year there was a neapolitan singer in the Sanremo Music Festival, and I lost a longtime friend over them spewing slurs about him because he absolutely couldn't win, oh the horror if a disgusting southerner won with his nonsensical music, oh ew. that's how bad it is.
I'm aware the "bullying" between northern and southern italians mostly isn't even acknowledged by the rest of the world but I wish the few times it Was acknowledged it wouldn't be like "haha so funny north hate south because xyz" because it's much, much more serious and it's been going on forever, the northern parts of Italy have historically been exploiting the south, and dehumanizing the southerners, calling us uncivilized illiterate monkeys and chanting for the Vesuvius to clean us with fire, they still do to the point it's normal that I've had housing contracts rejected because they "didn't want dirty neapolitans" and that every time the south is hit by a natural disaster and people die from it, the news don't care, but in the north it's a tragedy even with no injured, and that if the south has no funds for infrastructure because the government doesn't give us any, then it's our fault. All of this is perfectly legal and allowed. I'm really tired and this probably doesn't make any sense to anyone outside of this fucked up hell country but I wanted to get it out there
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Ah, yes, I see you’ve taken notice of the fine knight I keep dangling in a big gilded cage above my evil throne. Quite the pretty little ornament the would be savior makes, wouldn’t you agree~?
What? No, it IS a big cage. That’s- it’s the standard size for a knight’s cage I’m pretty sure. NO I’m not going to invest in 500 square feet of dungeon, it’s ONE knight! I’m pretty sure knights live in hovels in the wild anyways which is basically the same- Look, the cage is quite literally gilded. He loves the cage! He loves obediently preening in the cage! Yeah well, when you capture your own knight you can keep it in whatever size castle you want to, but this one’s mine. Especially since you’re so obviously jealous of me and my cute and awesome knight anyway.
I feel like im going insane. People aren't complaining about TADC's use of "isn't she lovely" JUST because its taking a black man's song out of context. There's the added layer of some of the cast + gooseworx herself being racist/having a racist history.
Like are we deadass??? We're okay with racists using black people's art?? We're okay with racists changing the original context of the song?? We're all okay with racists taking a black mans song out of context on juneteenth?!?!?!?
None of you have a problem with that or see why anyone would???
these past few days I've been doing wallets to get more comfortable with hand stitching many layers of leather and so far it's going (from newest to oldest)
i don't like to gatekeep and some people already asked but here's the pattern i made if you want to make the kitty wallet yourself!! and i want to see pictures if you do make it!!
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When discourse comes around about the apparent “lack” of transmasculine voices and contributions in history as compared to transfeminine ones, I always think of this diagram:
Survivorship bias is such a huge factor when it comes to which queer narratives and stories survive the march of time. For transmasculine people, the challenge has always been not only overcoming anti-queer sentiments of the day, but also contending with a lack of legal and societal personhood that put them in a position where telling their story- or even discovering themselves- was literally impossible. The level of risk involved in even just exploring your identity in secret, let alone finding community and recording your experience, was astronomically high when you were considered another person’s property, largely uneducated and expected to not communicate with anyone other than your husband, relatives and children. I’ve seen mentioned how many societies outlawed and punished gay (mlm) relationships but not lesbian ones, but the rather obvious conclusion to that is because it was seen as such a non issue that it was beneath notice, due to the lack of cis women’s ability to exist outside of the constant control and supervision of her male relatives. To say they were “privileged” for not being legally barred from sapphic relationships would be silly, because legally speaking they would’ve been at the total mercy of their owners (male relatives) if discovered, which served as punishment in itself.
All of this maps pretty cleanly onto trans dynamics of the time, especially since the distinction between sexuality and gender was often considered nebulous or nonexistent. Like gay cisgender men, transfeminine people came back riddled with bullet holes- but they came back (aka, built community and survived through the historical record). For transmasculine people, however, very few ever did, and of those we can point to their identities are the subject of fierce debate even to this day. It’s always “brave WOMAN dresses as man to escape oppression”, never “trans man gets the right blend of luck and ingenuity to tell his story”. Because those who didn’t never came back, never even got out the door in the first place. All of that in mind, it’s insanely cruel- and ahistorical- to say that we “never contributed anything” to queer history, when history was barred from our contribution from the moment we were born.
these past few days I've been doing wallets to get more comfortable with hand stitching many layers of leather and so far it's going (from newest to oldest)
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