Eddie, They/It | Achillean aroace | lifestyle jirai | Taken | Minor | stable theme?? | chronically online | follower count: 530 | autistic about the third millennium BCE
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Pfp is Blue from Deltarune chapter 5 with his arm raised over his head and his other hand over his chest. Matching with @flowersdontgrowll. Art by @ integrityflower
Header is Jet the Hawk, lying on his back on his extreme gear board winding with his hand outstretched. Art is on Sonic channel
“My chest is aching, burns like a furnace, the burning keeps me alive”
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divider credit to @/kamiruuruui!!!
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Names: Eddie, Dallas, Lancelot, Babylon, any of our kintypes names.
Pronouns: They/it, neopronouns also accepted.
Age: Minor (13 to 18)
Gender: Genderfaun: genderfluid encompassing masculine and nonbinary genders.
Sexuality: Achilliean aroace
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Blog run by a schizowillo system of 20 ish members. Pro fictive, pro/neu factive. Neuship, radqueer critical/anti
Misandry, transmisogny, and transandrophobia is real for the love of god.
I have no DNI, I block freely. Follow your own. I will block you if you follow me while having me in your dni, I’m more wary to not interact with you if you don’t like my pinned post.
I have a IRL boyfriend. Do not pursue. flirting is fine but reminder a, I am a minor, and b, I will take it as platonic.
If I block you please don’t go into my ask box from another blog and ask why I did it. That’s sketchy to me.
Current main fandoms are Crk, Sonic, transformers/maccadams, rottmnt + tmnt (2012)
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@starry-swallowtail: jirai side blog. (Active)
@rebuilt-babylon-system: system side blog (inactive)
@babylon-hawk: backup (inactive)
dm for vent blog
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@flowersdontgrowl: my favorite disaster lesbian, the sugar to my salt, my cocaine laced honey dipped deep fried onion ring, my lukewarm milk, Hollyberry’s 1# tittylicker, and my very best friend in the entire world who we crossed universes to be together with.
@lizard-braind: my big brother, the Donnie to my Donnie, literally Tim drake gang, twin fr
@logically-mechanical: Actually the Shockwave to my Starscream.
@icarhus: icarhusband/icarly <333
@thepicklekingog: literally Darwin from tawog/twwwog to me. Lil bro.
(if you want to be added to my list here just lmk!)
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Looking through the Deltarune Tag is a pretty funny experience because it feels like the Only Two Types of Deltarune Fanart that exist right now are, like...
“ummm thats an animal!” and it’s just someone having a crush on a anthropomorphic character who doesn’t resemble or act like an animal at all. I think there’s bigger issues in the world
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"these overconsumption products shouldn't exist!! nobody needs them!! do it yourself!!!" *look inside and it's a disability aid marketed for mass casual use to make it more accessible*
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I miss when ads were a single click and then they’re gone. Now every ad has a minimum of three phases where you watch a video, exit the still frame of fake gameplay, and then exit the app download. That doesn’t even touch on the ones that forcibly take you to another app after opening a tab in safari without you ever touching the screen.
I hate advertising. I hate that you can’t do anything without companies jumping down your throat with mostly bullshit ads. I hate that billboards exist. I hate that every company unanimously decided to make their ads longer and longer. I hate that ad blockers try to charge you money and there are in app purchases to remove ads. I hate that my attention has become commodified. I hate that there’s nothing I can do about it.
I don’t think I could ever be someone’s tumblr crush because of the sheer amount of disorganisation in my blog and how anaesthetically pleasing and unserious it is
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Unironically I think the early to mid 20s age group in America has unbelievably bad consent boundaries on all levels and so much language to defend it but this makes me sound like elon musk if I say it however the commonality of someone who will be like “I had 47 panic attacks and it’s your fault” if you tell them no is insane
I rejected someone and got called “the scariest person I’ve ever met” with so much therapy speak interspersed like alright okay alright okay alright okay
“You just say whatever you’re thinking and I don’t know how to handle it” was verbatim part of this conversation. Also everyone hates to see an autistic bitch
When I was in this age bracket, there was a huge emphasis on improving consent culture via graceful rejection, and it's gone by the wayside. Which sucks.
Twice in my youth (once in high school and once in college) I was in situations where I was asking someone out and I could tell they were calculating in their heads the risks of rejecting me, and both times I said, out loud, "you can say no, I wouldn't have asked if I wasn't prepared for either answer." And then they said no. This wasn't some spark of special wisdom I had - I knew to do it because feminist conversations among my age group brought it up regularly. This isn't happening nearly enough anymore.
More recently, I was really glad when we got to "rejection sensitive dysphoria" in my IOP program and it was one of those symptoms where the therapists really emphasized how it affects others. Because it does.
Being someone who cannot handle rejection makes you much more likely to violate boundaries, and yes, that includes sexual ones. Yes, you, reader who has never hurt a fly. If you don't want to stumble backwards into sexually assaulting someone, fix your RSD meltdowns. If you keep them up it's only a matter of time. Because if you're nice enough to interact with, but are known to have RSD meltdowns, guess what happens when your friends and acquaintances need to reject you?
man sometimes friendship really is just "I saw this and knew it would give you psychic damage. please respond with agony" and then they do. and it's great
