I'm way past reality now

everyone who reads this post will get some big spicy joy within 24 large minutes (hours)

So I know this is likely a coincidence…but I reblogged this and just now discovered I’ve been given a $150 amazon gift card as a bonus at work. So thank you, fish!

If it worked for them I hope it works for everyone else

Some big spicy joy pls

SOME BIG SPICY JOY PLEASE

i request the big spicy joy

I would like some big spicy joy

not to get too deep on main but did anyone else have such deeply rooted issues with their self worth for so long that they thought as a kid/teen that their only redeeming feature was being “low maintenance” and now as an adult you give yourself guilt pangs asking for any more than the barest minimum in virtually any relationship because asking for things might negate your only good quality which is just “doesn’t ask for things”

#you don’t believe you can be liked so you settle for being useful 

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

some of y'all didnt grow up as the person nobody has a crush on and it really shows

some of yall never have to deal with the constant doubt in your own ability to be loved to the point where you get second hand embarrassment at the idea of someone being in love with you and finding you attractive because you’ve been diagnosed with ugly and cringy your whole life and it really shows

Also Me:  *returns to 12-hour computer binge*

I love this mental image of this quietly horrified and righteous 6th grader just being like ma’am you can’t do that

1994-2002 generation put your hands up

i dont have a favorite music genre. i just like songs that sound good. i have no specific taste,, if it slaps it slaps.

Fuck. Where’s the lie

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST. I CAN’T BREATHE….OMG….

I’M CRYING

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HAHAH OSNSGSG

I look at this guy and go “well he’s just going to cast spells huh”

i just took 20 points of damage

are those two dudes from supernatural ok? it’s been like 14 years. there’s high schoolers younger than their contract. i don’t think i’ve ever seen them in any other shows. are they allowed to leave? do they feed them?

jesus christ

today my prof said to my class “you don’t truly love someone until they’ve hurt you and you still think of them as the greatest person in the world. Love is the most violent act.” ok ok ok

your professor is a fake deep bitch and was wrong. love isn’t violence don’t ever confuse the two

Why is it?? That I can go through the whole day feeling fine and dandy but the second I lay down for bed impending doom settles on me?