I sexualized myself for years, did everything society told me I was supposed to do. I forced myself so hard into romantic relationships because I thought that was the only way to ever feel not alone.
I twisted and stretched my feelings to fit into this world, seeking for names or labels that would give them a meaning.
Now I see it clear as day. All I ever wanted was to love and be loved in the most pure, intimate, human way possible, in a way that transcends far beyond romantic and sexual normatives.
I wonât ever put myself into uncomfortable situations that donât fit with me. From now on, the only thing Iâll seek will be,
Just. Pure. Human. Connection.
Nameless emotions. Just feeling.












