Aug 10
now that i think about it i might be both aegosexual and aegoromantic
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now that i think about it i might be both aegosexual and aegoromantic
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Mating? Breeding? Sex? Biological Union? I'm going to PUKE 💔💔💔💔💔💔
If being hypersexual is a mental thing...yeah, that would explain a lot. Because I don't tend to think about masturbating if I'm distracted. When we're outside of the house and I'm doing something, I don't randomly start wanting to masturbate. I usually get distracted. Sometimes I'll get distracted by other things that are just as stressful, but still. I think it counts.
But when I'm at home, when I have internet and I have an ability to access the erotica and I'm stressing or I'm bored...I begin obsessing. I think about it all until I either wind up masturbating or I end up writing 20 new posts about the damn topic! This is why I sometimes say that I think I'm hypersexual. It's because I can't always get the topic out of my head once I've allowed it to get lodged in there.
I feel no sexual attraction to anyone else. I masturbate a lot, but I never ever think of real sexual intimacy. Honestly, the idea of seeing anyone nude in real life makes me uncomfortable. I can handle it if I'm nude, but others? No. I'm 21 now, and I don't think I've ever seen anyone fully nude in real life. So the idea of that...deeply stressful and embarassing to me.
This is why I haven't really told anyone my sexuality in real life before. When I told my dad once, he tries to reassure me it was normal by telling me he also masturbates or has masturbated. And that created an awful mental image, one that's basically burned all hopes of me ever trying to tell anyone else in real life about my sexuality. It's not about my dad or anyone judging me. It's about simple embarassment.
But sometimes I wish I could have the nerves to talk to people about it. Because maybe that would help me deal with my sex drive. But I just can't do it. I can't handle it. It's far too embarrassing. I don't understand how anyone's anatomy besides my own works! I've never seen anyone else's genitals! I have 0 frame of reference for other forms of genitalia besides media and wikipedia and stuff. I could probably ask others and fix all of this, but no. I'm too embarased to ever try. sigh...
My throats a bit sore. I also kind of feel like I'm getting a headache. So that's great. That's all very great. I've got wisdom teeth growing in, my stomach has been sore all morning, my throat is sore and my head hurts. Oh, and I keep obsessing over masturbation (something all too usual for me, sadly). It's still continuing to bother me.
But my dad's suggested I go on a walk with him to a park, at least before another storm crashes upon our area in the evening (as it's apparently supposed to do). So I think I'll head out to a park with my dad soon. But I should be fine. Just wish me luck, I guess. I doubt I'll need it, but still.
And as I've mentioned, I'm still insecure about my posts being seen. So you know...I wouldn't mind some reassure that my posts are indeed being seen. So if people are willing to reassure me about my posts actually being seen...well, I wouldn't mind that at all. Not at all. Especially seeing as I keep pulling my muscles in my legs and thinking about/worrying about masturbation and everything else. So you know...I wouldn't mind spam likes at this point. I'd still feel super awkward about it, but I might not mind it.
But then again... maybe the spam likes can wait until Thursday? Thursday night is when my last night before my dad heads off to work. So I think I could really do with the reassurance then.
So glad that I found out that I'm aegosexual because I highkey thought there was something wrong with me.
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I told my therapist I'm aegosexual. I was super nervous about it, even wrote a little script so I could keep my thoughts in order. I have never spoken about it in depth with anyone, let alone a mental health professional, because I was too afraid they would try to "fix" me. However, she was actually very receptive, asking questions and for elaboration, and praised me for having the courage to talk about it in the first place. It was a huge weight off my shoulders and I wanted to share that joy with others. 🖤🩶🤍💜
Both my husband and I are aegosexual, but we both agree that if we were in a sexual relationship, we’d be switches. However, I’d be the top in most cases.