《Fishy》

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#fishyart -for my art

#text -post for my rants or answered asks without an image

#asks -for answering asks/art requests

ART REQUESTS OPEN-

Rules: Nothing overly nsfw, I accept suggestive. If im uncomfortable with your request, I simply won't answer it, but don't be shy either! Its completely free to request, I do not do commissions.

No matter how much my parents try to tell me lgbtq+ is "metal sickness" or something evil and wrong, I will never be like them. Transgender is not a mental disorder, and I'll always support all of you in the community.

I love you all, and no one should ever feel less like a living human because of how horrible people can be. Even if they don't agree, they don't have to take it out in the form of hate.

My parents are hateful, and of course I unconditionally love them, but I have never told them I myself am Transmasc and queer. I fear being disowned or shoved deep into religion as a way to "cleanse" me, even though I am genuinely already religious but with different beliefs. I fear that they'd say I only think im queer because of what the internet has been saying and that its "woke bullshit". I've felt this way since I was a child.

So no matter what they say

No matter what anyone says

I will never agree with these hateful outlooks.

I'm pretty sure Clark could have happily survived in the backrooms and wouldn't have been killed by his Still Life version if Mary didn't show up. I think the only reason Captain Clark killed the original Clark was because of Mary saying he "didn't have to change", but he understood that she was right about things being HIS fault. Captain Clark is an embodiment of Clark's general rage, and the part of Clark that was in denial of things being his fault. So, when Clark accepted it, the Still Life was threatened and killed him.

This makes me sad. If Mary hadn't called Clark out for his actions, he'd still be alive and "happier", although certainly insane. He was not a good person, we all know that much, but I still wanted him to have a happy ending because of how human he is. His character is complex and strong enough for us to genuinely sympathize with him even though he did very bad things throughout the movie and in his past.

I fell off like bad. I lost a lot of whimsy for some reason? My old sketchbooks are covered in stickers and have spine damage from how chunky I made them, front and back pages fully covered and colorful

I can barely render digital art now and have the most plain sketchbooks ever. I want my old motivation back!

Old and new sketchbook comparisons under cut:

I got this random idea last night when I was trying to sleep and drew it today because I have nothing better to do.

Might have liked it.

This was meant to be a practice sketch of Clark because I assumed I'd struggle to draw him

God I love dumbass with lead poisoning x dumbass with alcoholism

for a while yes. I've been on and off sick and tired, and drawing is hard! I pretty much didnt do much for the entirety of June, and now its July, and im hoping to get back into drawing daily and posting at least a tiny bit of content!