nobody except me understands but i thoroughly believe denji to be a transfem egg. like... his identity issues, his hypersexual fixation on the women in his life yet feeling no gratification when he gets involved with them, using chainsaw man as an external means of being recognized by others, his distaste towards men... think on it.

i must not get takeout. takeout is the wallet-killer. takeout is the little-death that brings total obliteration. i will face the kitchen, fridge, and pantry. i will make choices about what to cook and then execute them. when hunger is gone there will be nothing. only i will remain.

its so crazay how being in a transitional period will have you obsessively reevaluating every decision in yr life to the point of actual insanity…hello

“I could not stop wasting time. It was crazy. I wanted to do something with my life, but instead I went to sleep, or sung in the shower, or sat and stared at the wall. I couldn’t even tell you about anything that I saw. I didn’t talk to anybody. The cicadas kept dying outside, and as I dreamed, my mouth grew thick and venomous with silence.” (Yiwei Chai)

you used to be able to make people laugh on here by saying something like "sans pissing on komaeda's toes". now you have to get pregnant if you even want anyone to give a damn.

individualism is a disease.

genuinely the way capitalism has completely destroyed everyone’s view of community and comradeship is insane. we are all so isolated from our fellow humans beings. i hate this. get me out of here. hahahaha please get me out of here.