704 fattys unite

I wouldn't count laughing tbh but maybe you would but I would need to be convinced of this. and crying from relief I think could meet the tears of joy criteria, but it might just be the overwhelming weight of your crushing worries and sadness coming at you and it's a mix of both sadness and joy. But the severe emotion comes from the sadness and is hard to separate from that. It's tears of joy but it's never joy alone it's also a lot of normal crying because what's happened has been so sad and you suddenly deal with those emotions all at once at this relieving moment. And I think crying at cuteness counts even if you're just an emotional easily overwhelmed freak, because it's undeniably happiness you're feeling. Unless you start crying bc an animal is so cute which turns into crying because it's so helpless as well and so easy to kill and also it too had a mother and drank her milk and you cry because you did that too and then you cry because so many animals can relate and the world so beautiful and connected really. So it's a little mixed there sometimes perhaps. And maybe you cry because you are so touched at something sweet or kind, either towards you or an interaction you're only witnessing. But maybe that doesn't count as joy and is just getting emotional and sentimental. But what is joy really...

I also didn't understand what a heavenly tribulation was and when one happened in tgcf and the lightning was coming down I was like So when do they start facing the tribulation? Also it took repeated context to know what the stages meant and I was once too stupid to know what a cultivator was I thiught That's a bit vague what are they cultivating. Also my first system novel confused me I thought how is "system" enough to describe something, what do they mean by system like it's just a system? how can it just be called a system..-_- I think that one it was just the word I couldn't accept as its own thing. That one's obvious but there's some confusing wuxia xianxia xuanhuan things that are written as if you should already know which you have to read other novels that also assume you already know those things for you to get it. once they've expected you to already know these things a few times. So now you know. Not little things like tribulations and gu but like other ways you're supposed to know their worlds work. Which is fun maybe confusing when you first start reading them and maybe that's why some people's only cnovel experience are with mxtx novels and perhaps a select few big danmei as well. And also because the search effort vs reward of reading something fun is not such a pleasant ratio and there are many disappointments ahead of you and lowered expectations to experience but when you love the genres you push through anyway

I love when chinese fantasy novels include a bit of Gu poison. but I think they appeared in a few different stories before I understood what they were. First gu appearance didn't even mention what form and appearance it had, just saying it crawled and I didn't know it's usually bugs and it took me a bit to know to imagine bugs. I thought insects as they're most popular but was surprised to find that this extended to worms and scorpions as well. Then when I knew it was basically bugs I received another shock when it wasn't just bugs but even snakes and and so on. And before that was also knowing that there's some very specific gu poison with a variety of purposes. This gu is implanted so your bodyguards can't betray you and this one will kill you in 30 days as this one controls you like a puppet and this one manipulates your thoughts and decision making and this one gives you special powers so you want to be poisoned by this one. And they often don't mention the mother gu which the person under gu parasite attack might be able to sense the location of.

>mfw I'm poisoned by a blood Gu insect in a plot orchestrated by an enemy sect

I know a few things

it's weird how I'm so good at ocd and identified all the things that therapy focuses on to aid in ocd recovery on accident without therapy. I just came to such conclusions and knew intuitively through my superior pattern recognition that I needed to give up control and accept uncertainty. I was able to cure myself because I have the most control anyone's ever seen before. everyone else with ocd wishes they had this level of control, and I alone have achieved it. I finally won at ocd, simply because I decided to not have it anymore, and gained the control I had always sought. Now I'm going to use these powers to control more things, like curing cancer with my mind and preventing car accidents. Which God will let me do as long as I maintain pure thoughts and remain productive. In the case that I act lazily or have bad thoughts, I will fail and be killed as punishment. I know of this because the TV volume was on one of the acceptable numbers (18, 20, 23, 25, 28, 43) when I had turned it on with the understanding that it would basically mean all of what I just said. Yes, I was able to gather all this information through that one small action alone. Most people will not learn things from simply turning the TV on. They simply can't. But I can. And that's all thanks to my ultimate complete and absolute control, which I have used to permanently cure myself of ocd.

On June 8th, let's all kill ourselves at the same time. The look on God's face will be epic!