day meaning past and night meaning future

i love you still

i've learned to take a part of you with me. kind of like an alter ego. because if i dont, i will always fear. but i have the man inside of me now so i wont ever fear a thing anymore.

i need a long hug.

i can't explain it but there's beauty in pain. i feel so much pain but i love the memories. i'm so thankful for them. i'm so thankful for what i've learned and that i've learned what love feels like. my heart longs for you and it belongs to you. i know you can feel it as much as i do.

amy winehouse hits so much when you're painfully in love

one day it'll stop hurting

im dissociating so hard lately. i live more in my mind than in real life

i ache for comfort. i ache for an arm i could go under. i need to be held.

yoshitomo nara is so adorable to me because he's old asf posting his paintings on instagram and posts every little change. it's like he's just a kid excited to post his progress. the kid in us never seems to die

i see copies of him everywhere but nobody comes close to him at all.