a girl without leg hair is like an angel without wings

started worrying about another thing and it turned out fine too . lmao ok

i feel like every time i have a huge stressor in my life that i fixate on it ALWAYS turns out fine like every single event in recent memory at least in the past year but i ALWAYS have to take at least 100 hours of ruminating and worrying and crying and throwing up for me to get there . always better than it is in my head. and usually it’s a simple answer anyway. like i just want to skip to the fine part from now on

spent a year compulsively ruminating on something at least once a day only for it to turn out to be a misunderstanding and actually totally fine #ocdwarrior

cotton by the mountain goats is akin to the bible to me. like he’s right. literally let it all go .

deleted that post but i was at work with a terrible fever a few days ago so bad i couldn’t really walk and that older butch that’s been mentoring me came over and made me lay down for an hour and then went to her car and got me pain meds and a gatorade and her own flannel and sweatpants to give to me to wear because i was freezing #staywinning

ok well confirmed that i have a terrible b12 deficiency that’s been going on for at least a year and doing some bad (and probably permanent) nerve damage to my spine. i can’t believe i went to two doctors and one of them told me i was just depressed and needed to see a therapist and the other one told me i was in pain all the time because my boobs were too big and tried to get me to go to a nutritionist because he thought i had an eating disorder. being a woman with any sort of health issue is a constant fucking humiliation ritual like this is comical at this point #yeahyouallcandie

these kids are great though like i just had a ten year old tell me yesterday that he used to watch paw patrol as a kid and then stopped watching it because he didn’t like how it positively portrayed cops like thats awesome . only ten years old and already doing better than like half of tumblr