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i might look fine on the outside but deep down i am always praying for america's death

I wish insomnia at least gave you more usable hours in the day instead of just more hours where you are stupid

"In another world" "in another life" no I refuse to accept that thought process actually. this is the only one I have and I want it in this one

Your friend’s unpublished fic idea is kind of a dead wife

i know you said we ride at dawn but i’m not a morning person actually. can we ride after lunch

person in my city who drives a hot pink mazda miata with the plate AWT1SM needs to fuck nasty with the person in my city who drives a nissan 350z with the plate 4UTISM

fuck it. we blog

has anyone noticed that it’s really difficult to get anything done when you have like 4 hours of functional mood per day and those are taken up by work and then after that it’s like the ghouls are grabbing you you can’t even do the things you want to because the Ghouls Are Grabbing You

"i want to be dominated by an older girl" okay but what about dominating that older girl instead. what about getting rid of that voice in her head that says she's the older one and thus has to be in charge by force. what about showing her that she's allowed to be vulnerable and submissive despite the age gap. letting her relax in your arms for the first time in her life after years of being pushed into comptop by force. or am i just being an irredeemable pervert here

it has always been a dream of mine to relax

it’s just not possible

honestly i think inventing increasingly ridiculous gender neutral titles is not the way to go, not least because they all sound rather stupid. we should be going the other way à la “remove gender markers from documentation” and just replace all gendered titles with M. like im actually surprised this isn’t a common sentiment? whenever i get a question on a job application or whatever asking for my title it’s like ohhhhh okay so you want to know my gender so that you know how much to discriminate against me. like we should get rid of this.

i feel like there is a sleep in me that needs to be slept but each time i sleep i don't sleep that sleep

actually no, we're not "dating". we're bound together for infinity. like the stars. so, fuck you, actually.

walk into an lgbt org, about to try joining one of their events. ask organiser if the org is transfeminist or transmisogynist. she doesn't understand. i pull out the diagram explaining the difference between transmisogyny and transfeminism. she laughs and says "it's a good org dude"