I see everyone on Instagram posting about how 2018 was their best year yet and posting their highlights and favorite moments and like, I get that these are highlights and most people are only going to share the positives, but it makes me feel shitty because 2018 was literally the worst year of my life. It sounds dramatic but I can truly say that with confidence. I can’t think of one good thing that happened this year besides starting therapy...? And the last couple of years were shitty, it’s like they just keep getting worse. idk what my point is here and I don’t want to take away from everyone who’s saying that 2018 was the best year because that’s really awesome if that was their experience but I have just been feeling shittier and shittier every time I see a post like that and idk i just wanted to get this off my chest