I fucking love thinking about hollanov and make up sex. I love picturing them coming together after a big fight, I love every permeation of it: when it's rough and brief and brutal, basically a punishment; when it's short and sweet, a mutual reassurance that "yes I'm mad but we're good this is still good", a prelude to a longer discussion; when it's melting and intimate and intense, an apology on both sides; when it's frantic and clawing, a desperate coming together after time apart,,, I LOVE MAKE UP SEX GIVE ME MAKE UP SEXXXX‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️😩😩😩
I specifically love thinking about them INITIATING the make up sex,,, they're in the same bed of course, because hollanov aren't sleeping separately even after a screaming fight, absolutely not. And they're lying back to back, a pointed bit of distance between their bodies when usually there is none. And maybe Shane feels particularly responsible for this specific fight, so he's the one who eventually rolls over to softly run his fingers up and down Ilya's arm, to tentatively nose at the nape of Ilya's neck. And Ilya's all stiff and resentful, but after a couple minutes of Shane's ministrations, he thaws, tension seeping from his shoulders, the hard line of his jaw. And once he does, Shane takes it as his cue to softly press kisses up Ilya's neck, behind his ear. And that has Ilya turning over, rolling on top of Shane and pinning him, and finally Shane has Ilya's eyes, and there's still some frustration and left over hurt there, but mostly they're soft, tacit permission: Okay, I'll play. And Shane tilts his head up, in that way he does when he's waiting to be kissed, and how can Ilya resist?
The sex itself is slow and thorough and Shane is running his hands all over Ilya, touching him everywhere he can reach, moaning praise Oh oh baby that's so good you're so good to me oh fuck baby thank you thank you, and the fervor of Shane's praise makes Ilya's mouth twitch, makes him murmur You're feeling noisy tonight because he knows when Shane is putting on a bit of a show for his benefit, but Shane just kisses him all eager and sweet, so Ilya lets him off the hook.
And in the aftermath, when they're lying tangled together, spent and sweaty, Shane tracing random patterns up Ilya's spine with one hand, stroking through Ilya's hair with the other, THEN the apologies begin - baby I'm sorry / no I'm sorry,,,
No apology is complete until hollanov have sex about it, and I do believe that



















