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just had a video appointment with a new person at my gender clinic and when we were finishing up they said "lovely to meet you!" and i confidently replied "love you too!" i have GOT to go missing.

actually really funny. i first got my gender clinic referral on 5th june 2017. finally got the T prescription after almost 9 years to the day

testosterone this week

got willow's ashes back. it's all packed inside a very nice cardboard box (her ashes, her paw prints, her fur) and when i got home i cried so hard i nearly threw up

still have not heard a single thing about getting willow's ashes back im gonna lose my fucking mind

my favourite pet artist on tumblr has been inactive for quite a while now so if anyone else knows of anyone who does animal/pet art who is open for commission please let me know

my god i miss her so much

numb with grief like ohhh fuckk my nothing hurts #mynothing

willow's bills are due to cost me like at least £300 even with insurance and i'm getting help from my family to pay that but if anyone has a few dollars they can throw my way to make repaying it a bit less painful i'd really appreciate the help

man im really fucking sad. all i wanna do is sleep but i know when i wake up i'm gonna believe for a few seconds that willow will be there

i truly honestly do not know how i managed to get through willow's appointment that was the hardest fucking thing i've ever had to do