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willow's bills are due to cost me like at least £300 even with insurance and i'm getting help from my family to pay that but if anyone has a few dollars they can throw my way to make repaying it a bit less painful i'd really appreciate the help

my god i miss her so much

i think what kills me the most is i know for a fact she gave me her very best every day for 13 years. i didn't give her that. she got me at my absolute worst some days and i can't stop thinking about it. she deserved better than me

man im really fucking sad. all i wanna do is sleep but i know when i wake up i'm gonna believe for a few seconds that willow will be there

it is so evil that i was literally there when she died. i was holding her head in my hands i had my face pressed against hers and watched and felt her die literally felt the exact moment she stopped breathing against my cheek and my brain still believes she'll be there when i wake up.

willow's gone

she got to lay in the sun and go for a car ride. i held her face while she went to sleep. me and my sister were there telling her she was a good girl and that we loved her. it was very quick.