IKIGAI

I realised that everything in this world is… well , what should i call it? Based upon few specific opinions. Just because something is popular does not mean i have to follow it ,but i feel obliged because i can not stop the stares i get. I can not shut people's mouth as they whisper all the things , I should be doing even though my beliefs are totally opposite.

why you must always be our companion? I guess , life and you are pranksters and we , humans, are your greatest prank ever. Keep playing, just dont break another precious toy in the process.

Yours sincerely,

Oh dear king, all hail the king

What shall i say , the greed of knowing consumes you far too deep

But wont you let your shadow know too?

All the dances , all the murders.

What can i say?

If it was easy to understand it , embrace it and finally accepting it... my life would have been different; not only mine though, lives of billions would be immensely different from what they are right now. I wouldn’t be alone in the room , in a corner where my day starts and ends. I spent my life , almost wasted it away trying to befriend pain.. the hurting and ache , asummed that they were my companion in the lone road ,yet again I was bambozaled by the fact that they may not be my best of companion but they do make the best mentor for me... it taught me the value of my being.. I guess that is why we feel pain.. just to figure out who we really are from inside.. because you alway have to break the shell to get out.