#realised

Found this January 2026 and they are still sitting next to me and fighting for me like no one has before, love is so much more than I ever imagined it to be truly, someone that sees you, hears you, works with you, considers you, works through the pain, is willing to learn and take accountability and not just love you for what you can give them but for who exactly you are.

2024/25 was the worst years but also the most knowledgeable years, it changed everything for me i was struggling so hard with my OCD and now know CPTSD alongside battling a chronic illness, my relationship broke down, I got into another relationship with someone I still have deep love for but now I am finding my way back to myself, slowly but putting in the work for me and not for everyone else around me, I work hard everyday through flashbacks, emotional flooding and chronic illness, but i will not and have not let it break me, I know one thing for sure who I am at my heart and what I want for others especially those I love.

Rose and Lilly has a great power that makes them getting abducted, Ethan and Sebastian then trying to save and protect them, risking their lives to do so.