EpicHermes

Basic things about me:

I’m a 17-year-old 5-foot-tall demigirl who is neurodivergent (ADHD + high-functioning autism).

My MBTI type is ENFJ, I’m highly extroverted, I'm a perfectionist, and my IQ is ~150.

I have a fantastic memory for facts and stuff, but I'm extremely absentminded and will forget anything I'm told to remember.

I have a somewhat high speaking voice, yet somehow I’m an alto (also I’m not exactly the best singer).

My birthday is May 2 :>

My YouTube is under the same user as here, you should go subscribe :3

I'm writing a TADC fanfic called The Amazing Digital Adventure, check it out here!

I'm fictionkin, specifically Cainekin :>

Relationship status: Married to a fictional character 🎩🦷⭐️ (read: single and desperate 🙃)

Sexuality: Panromantic, demiromantic, grayromantic, fictoromantic, asexual (I think, at least?)

Personality details:

I’m extremely hyper and ridiculously easily excitable. I present as overly optimistic, but I tend to worry on the inside. My mood can change in a heartbeat, but I always go back to positivity pretty dang quickly.

I make friends easily but have immense trouble making close friends or keeping them. I tend to talk a lot with my close friends, especially about my interests, and most of them are into many of the same things I'm into as a result.

I’m somewhat socially awkward and can never think of conversation starters, but I can yap about one of my ever-changing hyperfixations for hours on end.

I read way too much into everything (positive or negative) and overreact to everything (positive or negative). I tend to overshare about anything and everything.

My love language is physical touch and I love hugs. I tend to be the "needy" one in a relationship and overreact if I don't feel like my special person is reciprocating my affection.

I grew up in the Midwest in a well-to-do conservative Christian family. I have a lot of childhood trauma stemming from my mother (who is neurotypical and just doesn't understand the way I think).

I have too many regrets (I swear, I can remember every mistake I've ever made).

I never know what the right thing to say is or when to say it. I put on a front for each different setting I'm in (one for at home, one for at school, one for at softball practice, one for hanging out with friends, one for online, etc.).

Spontaneous is my middle name. I hate schedules and love spur-of-the-moment plans (even though they don't usually work out with my orderly, everything-must-be-planned mom).

Oddly enough, I love organizing things into lists and that kind of thing. It's an autism thing, I guess. \/('-')\/

Procrastination is also my middle name. I work best under pressure, and I ALWAYS wait till the very last minute to get something done.

I'm terrible at making decisions. It's always "I don't mind, it doesn't matter to me! I don't have an opinion, you choose! I don't know, I'm fine either way. What do you want to do?"

I'm not really afraid of anything... except the future. That's a weird fear, I know, but it's my fear, and I can't really get rid of it. 🥲 (also I have very mild thalassophobia)

Some of my favorite things:

Foods: Dessert or anything savory (breakfast, meat, etc.)

Weather: Cloudy, rainy, snowy; 60 degrees or colder

Hobbies: Reading, watching stuff, writing, sketching, hanging out with friends, creating content, playing softball, playing chess, etc.

Fandoms: PHM, TADC, EPIC: The Musical, Marvel, Hamilton, Alan Becker

Characters: Jax, Caine, Pomni, and Bubble from TADC (plus @leilani-lily's OC Lyra); Hermes, Odysseus, Circe, Polites, and Athena from EPIC; Spider-Man, Iron Man, and Loki from Marvel; Hamilton, Lafayette, Jefferson, Laurens, Philip, and King George from Hamilton

Books: Project Hail Mary by Andy Weir, The Book Thief by Markus Zusak, The Fault in Our Stars by John Green, the Powerless series by Lauren Roberts, the Percy Jackson and the Olympians + The Heroes of Olympus series by Rick Riordan, Daughter of the Deep by Rick Riordan

Fanfics/AUs (not in order): Learnt Helplessness, The Amazing Traveling Circus, The Psychology of a Broken AI, Backup AU, Sweet Cream Cold Brew, That’s the Wrong Door, idk what @leilani-lily’s AU is called, ctrl-alt-del au, Singing in the Rain, A Little Bit Bad (the Pox/Jammi song), The Amazing Digital Wonderland (just for the record these are all TADC AUs)

Movies: Project Hail Mary, Interstellar, The Fault in Our Stars, Wolfwalkers, Spider-Man: No Way Home, Avengers: Infinity War, TADC: The Last Act

Musicals: EPIC, Hamilton, Six, Hadestown

Shows: TADC, Loki (S1 especially), The Chosen, Stranger Things (through S5E4 anyway 🫠 I watched all of it but hate the last four episodes), Murder Drones, Gameoverse, Animation vs. Animator (Alan Becker)

Actors/actresses (VAs included): Jorge Rivera-Herrans, Alex Rochon, Lin-Manuel Miranda, Tom Holland, Robert Downey Jr.

Singers: Jorge Rivera-Herrans, Alex Rochon, Lydia the Bard

Songs: Everything from EPIC, Wait for Me, The One Who's Running the Show, several TADC fansongs, Wait for It, You'll Be Back, What Comes Next, I Know Him

Who I look up to: Jorge Rivera-Herrans, Lin-Manuel Miranda, Gooseworx, KittenSneeze, Lydia the Bard, Alan Becker, @absolutedream-art, @freakfest-fixations, @katzebruh, @the-spam-specialist