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At the moment, my blog is mainly centered around TADC and PHM, however I will sometimes post stuff about EPIC and about my life in general lol
I AM A MINOR!!! IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO INTERACT WITH MINORS THEN BY ALL MEANS FEEL FREE TO LEAVE, NO HARM DONE :)
I am the owner of the TADC Episode 9 Premiere: The Last Act community, which is now private to avoid spoiling anyone else. If you'd like to join, just DM me @epichermesholymoly or any of the other mods (listed here) and you'll receive an invite shortly :)
My other blogs are @askdaddybubble, @hermes-reblogs, @sporkthesquirrel-tadc, and @comic-reblogs :>
get a "doot doot" in your ask box :>
try searching the tag "askbox cafe" and see if perhaps you might like to order something, or just send me an ask and maybe you'll be fortunate enough to come across it :>
reality is gay ๐ณ๏ธโ๐
Keep reading for some details about me!
Basic things about me:
Iโm a 17-year-old 5-foot-tall demigirl who is neurodivergent (ADHD + high-functioning autism).
My MBTI type is ENFJ, Iโm highly extroverted, I'm a perfectionist, and my IQ is ~150.
I have a fantastic memory for facts and stuff, but I'm extremely absentminded and will forget anything I'm told to remember.
I have a somewhat high speaking voice, yet somehow Iโm an alto (also Iโm not exactly the best singer).
My birthday is May 2 :>
My YouTube is under the same user as here, you should go subscribe :3
I'm writing a TADC fanfic called The Amazing Digital Adventure, check it out here!
I'm fictionkin, specifically Cainekin :>
Relationship status: Married to a fictional character ๐ฉ๐ฆทโญ๏ธ (read: single and desperate ๐)
Sexuality: Panromantic, demiromantic, grayromantic, fictoromantic, asexual (I think, at least?)
Personality details:
Iโm extremely hyper and ridiculously easily excitable. I present as overly optimistic, but I tend to worry on the inside. My mood can change in a heartbeat, but I always go back to positivity pretty dang quickly.
I make friends easily but have immense trouble making close friends or keeping them. I tend to talk a lot with my close friends, especially about my interests, and most of them are into many of the same things I'm into as a result.
Iโm somewhat socially awkward and can never think of conversation starters, but I can yap about one of my ever-changing hyperfixations for hours on end.
I read way too much into everything (positive or negative) and overreact to everything (positive or negative). I tend to overshare about anything and everything.
My love language is physical touch and I love hugs. I tend to be the "needy" one in a relationship and overreact if I don't feel like my special person is reciprocating my affection.
I grew up in the Midwest in a well-to-do conservative Christian family. I have a lot of childhood trauma stemming from my mother (who is neurotypical and just doesn't understand the way I think).
I have too many regrets (I swear, I can remember every mistake I've ever made).
I never know what the right thing to say is or when to say it. I put on a front for each different setting I'm in (one for at home, one for at school, one for at softball practice, one for hanging out with friends, one for online, etc.).
Spontaneous is my middle name. I hate schedules and love spur-of-the-moment plans (even though they don't usually work out with my orderly, everything-must-be-planned mom).
Oddly enough, I love organizing things into lists and that kind of thing. It's an autism thing, I guess. \/('-')\/
Procrastination is also my middle name. I work best under pressure, and I ALWAYS wait till the very last minute to get something done.
I'm terrible at making decisions. It's always "I don't mind, it doesn't matter to me! I don't have an opinion, you choose! I don't know, I'm fine either way. What do you want to do?"
I'm not really afraid of anything... except the future. That's a weird fear, I know, but it's my fear, and I can't really get rid of it. ๐ฅฒ (also I have very mild thalassophobia)
Some of my favorite things:
Foods: Dessert or anything savory (breakfast, meat, etc.)
Weather: Cloudy, rainy, snowy; 60 degrees or colder
Hobbies: Reading, watching stuff, writing, sketching, hanging out with friends, creating content, playing softball, playing chess, etc.
Fandoms: PHM, TADC, EPIC: The Musical, Marvel, Hamilton, Alan Becker
Characters: Jax, Caine, Pomni, and Bubble from TADC (plus @leilani-lily's OC Lyra); Hermes, Odysseus, Circe, Polites, and Athena from EPIC; Spider-Man, Iron Man, and Loki from Marvel; Hamilton, Lafayette, Jefferson, Laurens, Philip, and King George from Hamilton
Books: Project Hail Mary by Andy Weir, The Book Thief by Markus Zusak, The Fault in Our Stars by John Green, the Powerless series by Lauren Roberts, the Percy Jackson and the Olympians + The Heroes of Olympus series by Rick Riordan, Daughter of the Deep by Rick Riordan
Fanfics/AUs (not in order): Learnt Helplessness, The Amazing Traveling Circus, The Psychology of a Broken AI, Backup AU, Sweet Cream Cold Brew, Thatโs the Wrong Door, idk what @leilani-lilyโs AU is called, ctrl-alt-del au, Singing in the Rain, A Little Bit Bad (the Pox/Jammi song), The Amazing Digital Wonderland (just for the record these are all TADC AUs)
Movies: Project Hail Mary, Interstellar, The Fault in Our Stars, Wolfwalkers, Spider-Man: No Way Home, Avengers: Infinity War, TADC: The Last Act
Musicals: EPIC, Hamilton, Six, Hadestown
Shows: TADC, Loki (S1 especially), The Chosen, Stranger Things (through S5E4 anyway ๐ซ I watched all of it but hate the last four episodes), Murder Drones, Gameoverse, Animation vs. Animator (Alan Becker)
Actors/actresses (VAs included): Jorge Rivera-Herrans, Alex Rochon, Lin-Manuel Miranda, Tom Holland, Robert Downey Jr.
Singers: Jorge Rivera-Herrans, Alex Rochon, Lydia the Bard
Songs: Everything from EPIC, Wait for Me, The One Who's Running the Show, several TADC fansongs, Wait for It, You'll Be Back, What Comes Next, I Know Him
Who I look up to: Jorge Rivera-Herrans, Lin-Manuel Miranda, Gooseworx, KittenSneeze, Lydia the Bard, Alan Becker, @absolutedream-art, @freakfest-fixations, @katzebruh, @the-spam-specialist
Tumblr besties: @river-rat728, @rocky-core, @cookiesfandoms, @p0pr0x1an, @tadctonorway, @deemondude, @leilani-lily, @booknerd2712, @loch-nes-dragon, @cheekychihuahuaart, @b-does-arts, @hawkeyedoodles, @chaos-triangle, @chaoticlesbianhere, @sugarspice-x, @thetypogoddess, @txlxmachus, @lifeserieswatcher, @bardorsomethinglikethat, @astralfmboi <3 (I'm so forgetful omg please if I missed anyone TELL ME ASAP)
my content tends to focus on: belly play, stuffings, outgrowing clothes, burping, immobility/disability, masturbation, and sometimes content with my feeder participating/teasing/getting squished/hand feeding.
However, I do accept customs, including the possibility of live chatting โ hit me up if you want to see me do something specific โจ
Iโve always been fat, but I fell into feedism accidentally, by falling in love with a wonderful&irresistible feeder.
now, iโm so far in that iโm eating, lying in bed, and making feedist content all day every day๐ฝ iโve fully given myself over to gluttony ๐๐ฅต
Wanna feed me? Iโd love anything from my feedee wishlist
I crave your attention and your encouragement โ and Iโm always, always down to be fed through sponsored stuffings ๐ฝ
Lana Del Rey, Julia Jacklin, Angel Olsen, Regina Spektor, Feist, Jeff Buckley, Radiohead, Otis Redding, Merpire, Abbe May, Kate Miller-Heidke, Laufey, Chappell Roan, Chris Isaak, Frank Sinatra, Roy Orbison, Elvis Presley, Connie Francis, Kate Bush, Cyndi Lauper, Annie Lennox, Georgia Mooney, Alice Kristiansen, Garbage, The Killers, The Kills, The Black Keys, The Strokes, Royal Blood, Norah Jones, She & Him, Madonna, The Cure, The Smiths, Eskimo Joe, The Marรญas, Aly & AJ, Samantha Fish, Bahamas, Leon Bridges, Maggie Rogers, Charm of Finches and too many more to mention.
I love NPR Tiny Desk and KEXP live stuff on YouTube. Also Norah Jones podcast โPlaying Alongโ.
I used to read so much but I havenโt read in so long. I love Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte, I Capture the Castle by Dodie Smith, anything by Sarah Addison Allen, The Great Gatsby by F.Scott Fitzgerald, Rachel Johns cowboy romance books, And ofcourse The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath which I have re-read so many times.
This year, I decided to step way outside of my comfort zone and release some of my own music. I had so much fun last year performing my first gigs and I felt like this creative project was the next step I needed to take. I donโt have any expectations for this and Iโm just trying to have fun with it. If you want to check it out theres a linktree link at the top of my page. That will take you to streaming and socials links.
The Early Adventures of El Borak | The Coming of Conan the Cimmerian | The Bloody Crown of Conan | The Conquering Sword of Conan
Robert E. Howard wrote profusely, voluminously, and flagrantly. He invented a cast of leading characters, the most popular and enduring being Conan the Barbarian. Then, at age 30, when the death of his mother was imminent, he killed himself.
I have seen people accuse Howard of having an Oedipus complex, but letโs be real. Depression was a part of his writing and his life. It was even a part of Conanโs. In his first sketch of the barbarian, Howard portrays him as prone to moments of existential despair at his own impermanence, resorting to alcohol to dull his inward thoughts. I would be shocked if Conanโs inner conflict wasnโt representative of Howard himself.
REH argued with H.P. Lovecraft that civilization was an aberration and that barbarism was the natural state of humanity. This was not out of a fondness for barbarism, however. Rather, it feels like an outgrowth of his nihilistic worldview, informed by his understanding of history. Per Howard, civilizations and institutions decay, founder, and are swept into the dust of history; the only things that truly endured were legends. You can see this fascination with the legendary in his works, whether itโs Kullโs 200,000 year old origin story for the boatman and the River Styx or Solomon Kaneโs adventures in Weird Africa. Ultimately Howardโs work has survived because his larger-than-life characters became legendary themselves.
Howard warrants discomfort as an author. He grew up and reached adulthood and wrote during the height of the eugenics movement. His depictions of Africans OR people who are African in everything but name only is generally problematic. If they are not sensationalized grotesqueries then they are generally amenable to a white savior. The most nuanced story that Iโve read thus far was a previously unpublished travelogue through Africa where a group of Middle-Eastern mercenaries is banded together underโฆthe super cool and oh so charismatic white boy Francis Gordon in a formative El Borak tale. Thereโs plenty more Howard for me to read, however.
REH generally didnโt write strong female characters. He has damsels by the dozens, though, and they typically ended up naked so that his story had a better chance of ending up on the cover of whatever pulp he was targeting. He espoused feminist views in his letters, and gave us Dark Agnes, who murdered her bridegroom and ran away from her abusive father, as well as Red Sonya of Rogatino, who in being a vibrant defender during a siege against a Muslim empire bears almost no relation to the chicks-in-chain mail Sonja that is in the public consciousness. It is easy for me to believe that Howard allowed the market to largely dictate his depictions of women.
I love Howard's flowery, poetic prose. His action is thunderously dynamic. His sword and sorcery is crazy fun and from what I've seen he could write pretty good horror as well. Of the pulp authors that I've read, he has been the most eminently entertaining. If you decide to dig into his body of work then I hope that you have as good a time as I have had.
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THIS IS NOW MY MAIN BLOG. MY BACK-UP ACCOUNT IS @kindofaltgirl
UPDATED: 2/22/2026
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Midwest USA
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Same as my OG blog, this is a jumbled-up mess of horny posts, porny posts, the occasional ass-flash, sometimes my random pictures of the sky, and anything else I find beautiful, sexy, funny, or whatever I want. It's like a messy shelf at a thrift store, sometimes you find something that catches your eye amongst some really random shit.
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hi :) im a fanfic writer, mainly for ST, but you might see some Doctor Who or IT.
(also in the Life Series fandom but not sure Iโll ever write content)
I accept prompts, and I always try to reply to messages เซฎย โค โคย เพเฝฒแ
MASSIVE Byler and Stonathan shipper, so I always accept fanfic prompts (Iโm so angry at the finale). Canโt promise Iโll get to them, but Iโll defo try :).
i AM a minor so pls do not ask or send me anything inappropriate ๐ญ