MAYA

hesitant alien. you are gay you are alone but never physically you are surrounded by people constantly but never friends your childhood best friend unfriended you on facebook you feel like a coworker to the world you can only talk about the weather so many times you walk in the city alone you sit at bars alone you watch groups of friends you're desperate to have them of your own you rinse and repeat the same night over and over again in the same lights every night. and you are gay btw.

i was not built for college but unfortunately i was also not built for anything else

fucking hate thar when you go to uni you have to actually do and turn in work like some kind of seventh grader. you should be able to just listen to the lecture & vibe

i root for you...i love you...! you you you YOU. . . . i root for you. i love you. you. you. youuuuuuuuuiROOT for youuuuu i love you, you you you. you. you. you. you i ROOT for you. i love you! you, you, you.

I wake up. I consume media. I wish my life was different. I make no effort to change it. I consume more media. I go to sleep.

Taking a walk because it feels good going to bed on time because it feels good waking up earlier because it feels good eating enough fruit because it feels good doing a workout because it feels good cooking myself a nice meal because it feels good staying in contact with friends because it feels good… sometimes joy is work but it’s always worth it

The heart literally remains a child

Being an off putting quiet girl and also not being super bubbly as a girl is literal social suicide it’s not even funnnyyyyy