i’ve been apartment hunting for over a week now and my god it’s exhausting in nyc. i’m lucky tho because i have family that i can stay with but i’m sleep deprived and not feeling like my usual self 🥲 i can’t wait to get back to my life

should i move to nyc or la?

Finally coming around to accept that I don’t really have a best friend anymore and I’m totally okay with it! And it’s also okay to not have close friends that I consistently talk to because things happen and life is chaotic. For the people who are around me, I at least know now to keep them close and appreciate them while they’re there

I feel so happy and energized when I have ideas on things I want to write, even ideas for whole books 😭😭😭 time to put the hard work in, even if it takes years!

woke up feeling so tired and sore and like i’m getting sick (bc i went to sleep at 1 am… lol) safe to say i should probably not go to the last two shows next month because i’ve been enjoying it less and i’m sacrificing my sleep too much

really want to write a sayaka murata inspired novel where the protagonist suffers from debilitating social anxiety