ellen 🎞

daily affirmations: I'm not a pedophile, my mother will not die tragically during her trip to the store bc I didn't say goodbye to her exactly 8 times, I do not want to kill my family, I'm not a pedophile

It's so crazy how I used to genuinely believe that I was the ugliest, fattest, most terrible creature to ever walk this earth when I was literally just a regular 8-year-old

I keep my circle small 👌 (not by choice)

I'm always laughing and giggling at fanfiction and then I realize I'm so fcking weird and my life is miserable so nothing is actually funny

#TFW you just start telling people absolutely everything bc none of it will matter soon anyway

hey so I take back what I said, I'm absolutely about to relapse soon

chat what substances do I have to abuse to make it stop

I was reading super old one direction fics on wattpad (purely for historical research purposes) and oh my god. You guys were absolutely insane. There was one where Niall Horan of all people was taking pictures of the fmc naked, without her knowing, and then refusing to delete the pictures. Wtf.

so now that heeseung is officially the zayn of enhypen, when is pillowtalk part 2 coming out?

hey so I'm actually psychic and I just had a vision that even tho the mercedes is a rocket ship max verstappen will still win the championship bc I just said so 😊😊

I always forget that I'm not a little child anymore and I am actually allowed to say no to my parents

you know, maybe it actually wasn't okay for a 9 year old to be on edtwt and read smut and sh and have unsupervised internet access

I'm like the Ireland version of a koreaboo. I love Ireland. It's the most interesting country ever.