Hey…. Hey… Characters covered in blood, okay? You remember characters covered in blood?? You used to love characters covered in blood

It's always "stop harming yourself or we'll have to lock you up!!!" and never "what do you need to change to want to harm yourself less and how can we help you make some of these changes?" and that's why we're not getting anywhere

you think you’re a retired insane person and then something triggers you

*writing in my diary using a glitter gel pen* I'm losing my sense of humanity

Remember: if they can regenerate it is completely okay to do as much brutality as you want because they'll just heal it away anyways ^_^

Nash can't blood bond for shit but everyone around him can and could bind him easily. Scary. Not to mention the vampire suckers in his circle find him easy prey because of this. Cornered cat syndrom

This is also why, aside from just being a Tremere, he's so obsessed with gaining more power. He is an asocial creature forced to belong to a coterie for his own safety. They don't trust him and he doesn't trust them, but they all need each other at this point in time. He is so woefully aware that it can't and won't last and that eventually, probably because of his own actions and ambitions, he won't be welcome anymore. So he needs to be able to sufficiantly protect himself before then. Boy unlives a stressful unlife