Hii guys! Sorry for not Being so active lately, school started again and I just didnβt find myself in this state of βready to publishβ. I also just got out of this type of relationship/ situationship with a friend? Iβm not even sure we can call him a friend thoughβ¦ idkβ¦ it was weird, but Iβm glad itβs all over. As a recap, I made some closure with a lot of people, Iβm still confuse thoughβ¦ I donβt know if it ever happened to you that you fight the feeling of being this kind of βelephant in the roomβ? Wellβ¦ thatβs how Iβve been feeling all my lifeβ¦, and I just realised that I never really had a birthday party because of being an NPC. Why is it that people find weird?? Like I know Iβm from another country but is it a reason to put me apart? And itβs always the passive aggressive comments! Like why?? And if you say, well itβs maybe because youβre not kind. I AM KIND at least I always try to be, itβs not my fault that Lisa (we are going to call her that) thought I was being condescend when she asked me if I had finished a task and said Yes I did, likeβ¦ you asked meβ¦ and when Noahβs friend (another false name btw, just for privacy settings lol) and I just get along, and Noah wasnβt over me so now Iβm the crazy ex, omg Iβm the crazy ex! I just have his friend a birthday present because we get along well, and now the whole group is teasing him saying βhe cannot put his dick awayβ jus because Rose (another fake name) like him, now apparently, she is jealous of me and sees me as a threat ??? I DONT WANNA FIGHT FOR A MAN, ITS LITERALLY A MAN M-A-N. I know that because of Percy (letβs call him that, my kind of closest friend right now, gay friend and super sarcastic and brutally honest).
Sorry for the gossip β¦ I still have good news though, Iβve been doing yoga and healing meditation also been so on day with my studies Iβm so grateful! I really hope my academics get to be maintained in this level of stress free.
