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adrien with social anxiety, wait no come back walk with me here
ok i know a lot of people have a warped perception of social anxiety, and as someone who has it, it would fit him pretty well actually!!!
social anxiety isnt just "being afraid to talk to people" or "afraid of strangers" its anxiety specifically twords social situations and what people think of you -> "the intense, persistent fear of being watched, judged, or negatively evaluated by others in social or performance situations"
doesnt that fit adrien so well? yes he likes to chat with people, yes he isnt shy, but social anxiety can be very present with him when he literally has it ingrained into him that eyes are constantly on him and he cant even make one bad move or he'll be making the brand/company look bad, so much so that he can get anxiety ridden over little things or even talking to his father!!
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Why did the Changewing let Ruff paint on it? Like itâs just chilling as this random ass Viking is painting her âdeceasedâ brother on its chest, like was this a dare from the other Changewings, was it just bored?
The people of Berk better be grateful that Hiccup was super cool about all the abuse and neglect he faced because of them because his best friend is the unholy offspring of lightning and death itself
Like you think the people of Berk were overly nice, polite, and respectful to Hiccup cause they all collectively thought âhe has a dragon that could kill me in the blink of an eye I need to pledge my allegiance to himâ
Sure, they can recreate HTTYD2 with real people. Some people might even like it.
But they will never, NEVER recreate that first teaser trailer where Hiccup took off his helmet for the first time and we all went feral over his glow up.
in order: detaining an unconscious person, threats, isolation and sensory deprivation/control as forms of torture, unreality, psychological horror, hallucinations, religious trauma, suicidality, fire (not real), perceived death/harm/threat, self harm (blunt force) implied/quite strongly referenced past rape, self harm (scratching w nails)
tumblr nuked my formatting so read the second half on ao3 </3
Play along.
He tried to tell her. Play along. Just do what they say, answer their questions, and get the hell out of here. Itâs not worth either of them getting hurt.
He shouldâve known that wouldnât have worked. Roxieâs too fiery for her own good â and not that itâs a bad thing! Itâs one of Daveâs favourite things about her. But in times like this, Daveâs learned â from varying degrees of firsthand experiences â sometimes, itâs better to swim with the tide. To keep your head underwater until itâs safe to come up for air.
They couldâve got out of there, (mostly) safe and (mostly) sound, if she just played along. They could be on their way back to... Wherever. It doesnât matter. Anywhere but here. Even though Dave doesnât have anywhere to go â the staff dorms in Costa Rica are probably going to be shut down after all this â anywhere would be better than this. If they both played their cards right, they couldâve gotten out of here.
Instead, Dave listens to the scrape of her unconscious body being dragged along the corridor, a door clicking open, and the stomach-churning slam that whisks away any last reminder of her.
The only sound is the electricity and Daveâs heart thudding against his temples.
He refuses to look any of the bastards in the eye.
Uniform steps in front of him and tilts Daveâs chin up with the stun gun. He gulps. If a few shocks to the back is incapacitating, his throat... He doesnât even want to think about it.
âAnd what about you, Mr Fisher?â Badges says. Heâs the one who does all the talking here, in a smooth accent Dave places vaguely along the North East coast. âOnly one of you needs to take the blame. The other will look like a lunatic for denying it, sure, but itâs your word against a woman crazy with grief. And I'm sure Roxieââ
Her name triggers a switch inside him, and he looks Badges dead in the eye and says, âYou tortured her. And sheâs not crazy.â
Badges chuckles, his eyebrows darting up. âWellâ tortured is a very strong word. Itâs just... punishment,â he says silkily, âFor refusing to answer our questions.â
âDudeâ that's torture!â Dave splutters, barely able to believe what heâs hearing. Is this seriously happening to them? Heâs no expert in the US government, but he remembers enough from his high school citizenship class to know that governments shouldnât punish people when they speak out against them.
âWe wouldnât have had to punish her if sheâd just done what I asked.â
âYou fucking tortured her!â He screams. âYouâ you couldâve killed her!â
âOh, donât be so dramatic,â Badges says dismissively, in a tone that makes Daveâs guts boil with rage. âThese stun guns arenât lethal at all.â
Deep down, Dave knows thatâs not true, but he also knows not to argue with the law on some things. Heâs spent a night in jail before, and he swore it would be his last. So much for that idea.
He softens his approach, intimately aware of the stun gun still aimed at his throat. âIs she... going to be okay?â
âOh, of course,â Badges says like he wasnât literally torturing her just minutes before. âMight be a bit sore, but sheâll live. Trust me, David, we have no interest in harming either of you, let alone murder.â
Dave scoffs. âElectrocuting Roxie until she couldnât move sounds a lot like harm to meââ
A crackle â and his voice is stolen. He canât move. Canât speak. Can't breathe. Oh, God, everything is in agony. Heâs being burned alive, with every flame replaced by a giant, searing-hot needle. Every muscle is pulled tight as a guitar string, violently vibrating with each millisecond that drags past. A tear leaks out of the corner of his eye, and he hasnât been religious in years, but he manages to think, amidst the raging mess in his head, God save me.
He doesnât notice itâs over for a few seconds. His throat vibrates with pain that oscillates through each nerve, all the way to his fingertips. His windpipe is locked up, a thread of oxygen barely wheezing past, and pushing out a single sound feels like climbing a mountain. His breaths sound like a stiff, creaking door. Heâs never known pain like this in his life.
âSee what happens when you misbehave?â Badgesâs underwater voice says. Daveâs heart is thudding in his ears, making his head spin. His throat vibrates with pain, and gasping out even one word feels like it would tear his windpipe to shreds. He can breathe again, but just barely, and the sight of the stun gun alone is enough to make his entire body tremble.
âWe really donât enjoy this, you know,â Badges says. âItâs not fun for either of us.â
âNot funâs the most you can say, huh? Daveâs lips tug into a scowl, before realising that hurts his throat too, and he relaxes as much as possible.
âWe wouldnât do this if it wasnât necessary, David.â Rage spikes through him at the use of his full name. âBut this is in the best interest of everyone.â
He finds that hard to believe.
âH... how?â He manages to croak out. They wonât shut him up that easily.
âWell, you and Roxie did technically steal and hijack a company vehicle. And you disobeyed orders in the midst of an emergency: a stunt that endangered lives â your lives.â
You donât give a shit about the six lives you endangered by abandoning them, he thinks.
âAny other time, youâd be charged with a felony. Youâd be going to prison. But...â Badges sighs through his teeth, âThese circumstances are... exceptional, shall we say? So weâve decided to let that incident slip past. You were worried about your kids; we get it,â he says like itâs a kindness. Like Dave should be thankful to him. âWeâre all just playing by ear. The world has been thrown into complete and utter chaos.â
Dave can agree with that much, at least.
âBut the one thing,â he says, dangerous sincerity seeping into his voice, âThat people can count on is the predictability of Jurassic World. Our ability to keep people safe.â
Iâd say that partâs in shambles.
âIf weâre really careful about how we play this, the whole thing could be chalked up to a dangerous hybrid that grew too powerful. An inexperienced employee messing around with the cages thatâs been fired â if they havenât already been eaten!â He jokes.
Too far, man. Dave loves a good quip, but even thatâs messed up for him.
âThat way, no oneâs reputations get needlessly ruined, and the park can still stay intact.â
Dave coughs on a breath. If his throat wasnât utterly incapacitated right now, heâd actually laugh. Theyâre still scavenging the remains of this park? After... after this? Heâs willing to bet none of these bastards were even on the island when it happened.
âWhy are you smiling?â Badges says, cutting through Daveâs moment of disbelief in a heartbeat. His voice grows firm edges. âI donât think you understand whatâs at stake here. Some of the richest people in the world are going to lose a lot of money.â
Poor them.
âAnd itâs not just for their sakes: weâre talking global economic shocks, markets crashing on a level we havenât seen, maybe since the Great Depression. Shareholders lose all the value they invested into this place, and trust me, we donât want to be dealing with that.â
People were literally dying! Dave wants to scream at the unfairness of it all, but even the thought makes his throat twinge.
âHave you studied economics, Dave?â
He shakes his head.
âThen it might be hard for you to understand just the magnitude of what could happen if Jurassic World falls.â
âIf?â It already has! This whole conversation is one of the most irritating things heâs ever been a part of, and being unable to communicate makes it even worse.
âSome people have... unfortunately lost their lives. And we are truly sorry about your six kids.â
The mention of their kids kicks fire into his gut. How dare he, how fucking dare he pretend like he cares about them. He does not get to take their names and bend them to their image, twist them into being the good, sympathetic guys who are just as heartbroken as the rest of the world by all the life lost.
Lies. Itâs all fucking lies.
âBas... bastards,â he croaks. âYou h... hurt... her.â
âIt was what we had to do. You canât say her insolence didnât deserveââ
âYouâre f... fucking sick.â Every word feels like swallowing fire, but he canât stop. âI h... I hate you. Die f... forev... ver.â
He almost anticipated the shock, but that doesnât make it any less painful. Uniform rams the stun gun into his gut, and an animal screech claws out of his throat and splits his face in two. His throat rips apart into a million scattered pieces and fire licks at the empty space. His muscles ripple and contract like the movements of the sea, and he can hardly move, hardly breathe, until it ends.
His face smashes onto the table, his right cheekbone taking most of the brunt in a blow heâs sure will bruise later. Badges looks down with a sickening sense of satisfaction. Uniform crackles the stun gun in the edge of his vision, and Clipboard doesnât say a word.
Itâs then, Dave realises how utterly powerless he is.
âHave you made a decision yet, Mr Fisher?â
And he really doesnât know. Heâll let himself be electrocuted within an inch of his life to protect the kids. They deserve even the tiniest sliver of a chance, even though whatever rescue attempt he and Roxie can throw together will never make up for their fatal mistake.
But the thought of Roxie, unconscious on the ground as he screamed his throat hoarse begging her to wake up, makes him hesitate. Whatâs to stop them putting her through all of that again? She had, what, ten shocks? In the span of... fifteen minutes? Dave was never good with numbers, or medical science, but he knows thereâs only so much people â even someone as super-strong as Roxie â can take.
After all, theyâre no use to the kids dead.
âProm... prom... ise me y... you wonât h... hurt Rox... xie,â he says seriously, the walls of his throat still feeling like theyâre bleeding. âIâll consider i... it â Iâm not s... saying yes â but Iâll consider it... if you promise t... to stâ to stop hur... hurting her.â
Badges presses a hand to his heart. Dave thinks of Roxieâs heart and dreads to imagine what would happen if it stops. âMr Fisher, I promise you, neither of you will be hurt.â A blatant lie, but Dave goes along with it.
âI f... I feel like th... thereâs a... an âifâ coming.â
One corner of Badgesâs lips quirk into a smile. âYou feel correctly. And we really donât ask for much. Just accept what youâve done, and we can bury this whole thing.â
He examines his hands. Theyâre trapped, wrist to wrist. Like a prayer. He hasnât been religious in years, but he laces his fingers together and wonders if God can hear him through the foot-thick concrete.
How can he make this choice? How can he decide his fate, Roxieâs fate, and the fate of their kids? All in one word? It seems impossible. One of those things that only happens in movies.
And thereâs no good choice either. Itâs him and Roxie, or the kids. He knows the choice Roxie would want him to make. He knows the choice he wants to make.
But the thought of herâ hell, of himselfâ convulsing on the ground, being electrocuted to the brink of death... He canât put her through that again.
Heâs no fool; he knows what will happen when he refuses. His nerves prickle as they beg him to spare them this torment. Worse, he knows what will happen to Roxieâ and before he can think, he feels his head shaking.
âAre you sure?â Badges draws out the last syllable, curving upwards with his eyebrows.
âYes â but donât take this out on Roxie! Iâll take whatever you want, jusââ
A crackle. He knows what comes next. Knows this song and dance. It still feels like hellfire right down to his bones, pain shooting through every muscle, every nerve, every moleculeâ and suddenly he can hardly feel anything at all as his face once again smashes into the table, just as Roxieâs did mere minutes ago.
God. Heâs tired. Moving his arm even a twitch feels like doing a hundred pull ups. Maybe this is their plan: to wear them down until they trade in a confession for some peace and rest. And that deal is looking more tempting by the second.
âReally, Mr Fisher, Iâm getting tired of this.â Badges looks almost annoyed. âAnd Iâd bet you are too. Donât you want to go home? Put this all behind you?â
âThen let us go, already!â Dave exclaims, regretting it when his throat explodes with fits of pain, and his sore, aching body wracks with coughs. Itâs like getting ten illnesses at once, with extra psychological torment on the side. The creaking-door breaths become older, stiffer, tighter, and his head is starting to spin with the lack of air.
âThat can be arranged. Really easily. And I know you know how to make that happen,â Badges says, sounding like a disappointed parent. âTell you what, weâll even remove your handcuffs,â Badges suggests, like itâs a kindness. Like his wrists chained together so tightly the veins can feel each othersâ synchronized beats is something he deserves.
Uniform unclicks his handcuffs. Dave rubs at his wrists, flexing and stretching his fingers. He nurses his tender, electrocuted hand, willing the pain and numbness to go away. A day ago, he mightâve thought of playing guitar, holding hands, carrying the people he cares about in his arms. Now, he can only think that, if he has any chance of fighting back, heâs gonna need his hand to stop aching.
âWe even removed the handcuffs from Ms Malhotra,â Badges says loftily. âWhen she wakes up, it should make things easier.â
Easier?
His heart falls into his shoes.
âWha... what did you do to h... her?â Dave finds himself saying. He canât swallow the dread choking him by the neck as he thinks about what Roxie, unconscious and injured, could go through without anyone to protect her.
âWe just gave her the change to... rethink her answer.â
âYouâre v... youâre vile,â Dave says, nothing but rage inside him. âIâm nev... ver f... forgiv... ving you. Kill yourselves.â
âNow really, Mr Fisher, weâre just doing what needs to be done. Itâs for the good of Jurassic World â the good of the whole world. Do you know the Broken Window theory?â
He doesnât reply. He refuses to indulge in his stupid mind games.
âImagine a neighbourhood. A lovely, well-maintained suburb full of nice, tidy houses. Everyone else stays in line, so you stay in line too. But then, one of those houses gets vandalised. Trash dumped all over the front lawn. Windows smashed to pieces. The ghosts of a fire lick at the walls. People realise... Now if the order is gone, then why uphold it at all? If thereâs cracks, why not break the whole window? Whatâs holding the rest of the street together? Why shouldnât people destroy the next house, or the whole street of houses? What stops people from vandalising the entire neighbourhood?â
Basic decency? Dave wonders. It seems kind of obvious, but he wants this to be over as quickly as possible, so he keeps his mouth shut.
âPut it this way: keep the windows intact, and society stays intact. Jurassic World is our windows. And right now, we have to patch up the windows before anyone sees.â
In a weird way, itâs starting to make sense. Dave can see the point in damage controlâ but not this. Not being tortured.
âAnd if... if the windows mean th... thousands have t... to die, and youâ you tor... tortured Roxieâ I think society deserves to break.â
A crackle â they might as fucking well â and Dave refuses to scream. Even when the pain sets off firecrackers in his gut and bullets in his throat. He bites his tongue until it bleeds, screwing his eyes shut so they donât see how hard heâs crying â and refuses to react when his teeth suddenly clack together, and the taste of blood floods his mouth. A small chunk ofâ Godâ of his tongue falls at his lips.
He spits it out. It lands right in front of Badges in a wet, bloody mess.
He says nothing. Daveâs mouth twists into a grin. If he goes down, he is determined to go down kicking and screaming every step of the way. They will not have his complicity as their trophy.
So they drag him off, and he fights back: punching, strugglingâ hell, even biting. He tells them theyâre fucking bastards, he wishes them dead, theyâre going to hell and God wonât hear their cries for His mercy. That their souls are nothing but poison. That each of their campers are worth a million of them.
âWhere are your campers now?â Uniform taunts. His voice is a low, dark grumble. Dave practically growls, and Uniform just laughs, one more time, before reaching to unlock a door, and tosses Dave inside like rubbish.
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