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I don’t think any amount of time is going to stop July 2024 from leaving its mark in my mind.
Y’know I’m bored time to make a stupidly large number.
Rennison’s number
Alright so let me create a method called the “Tropical Forest Method” that we will use to make the biggest number ever… something that operates through various symbols and the Kruskal’s Tree Theorem… we’ll use emojis to represent it:
Repeatable commands:
🍃 - +1
☘️ - Increased to the power of 3
🍀 - increased to the power of 4
🌲 - Adds 1 node colour to tree structure
🌳 - Doubles the node colours of tree structure
🌴 - Makes every individual node worth what the entire structure was (includes +1 bits)
How many times over (applied to all actions)
- X1
🍂 - X2
🍁 - X10
🌱 - X100
🪴 - X1000
🌹 - X1 Million
🌷 - X1 Billion
💐 - X1 Decillion
⭐️ - XGoogol
🌺 - X1 Centillion
🌟 - XGoogolplex
💫 - XGoogolplexian
✨ - XGrahams Number
🌌 - XRayo’s Number
If anyone is unaware, basically a Googol is (10^100) in size, 1 followed by 100 0s, now a Googolplex is (10^Googol), it has a Googol 0s, and a Googolplexian is (10^Googolplex), you get the point they are large… however for calculating Rennison’s number they are completely worthless and add nothing. Same goes for Graham’s number, which while large, becomes obsolete fast as early as the third three colour node.
The real bearing ultimately comes from the trees, which I will explain. Basically Kruskal’s Tree Theorem operates as a game of making trees, you place down coloured nodes, starting with 1 node and going up 1 each time, however you cannot create the same pattern twice. So like when you place a colour at your first tree you can’t use that colour again since that colour is now recognised as a used pattern, then using two of the same colour at the second tree when you have 2 means you can use that colour but can’t connect 2 together… however if you were to say use 4 of the same colour at the fourth tree, then you can still use 3 or 2 of that colour connected now infinitely, and if you connected 2 of the same together and one of those 2 to a different colour at the third tree then you can’t connect 2 of that same to that other but you can’t still connect the different colours together and the same colours together… if that makes sense.
You start with 1 colour, this is TREE (1), and in it you can only do 1 node since you’ve already wasted it, TREE (2) adds a colour however still stops at the second tree as you expend 1 colour the first tree and connecting the second colour together means you can’t do it again… TREE (3) however, with one added colour opens so much variety that completing every variation would take longer than we can calculate… so, TREE (3) is also known to be one of the longest numbers ever conceived… however not quite the longest.
Rayo’s number is defined as being “The smallest number bigger than any finite number named by an expression in any language of first-order set theory in which the language uses only a googol symbols or less.”, which… in non mathematical terms is basically saying “One above everything we can calculate”… everything else we’ve been looking at has nothing on this, and so this is the modifier that will be used for Rennison’s number.
Anyways… enough serious math, ready to see the largest number ever? Okay:
🌌🌲🌳🌴
That’s it, that’s Rennison’s number… want to know why this is so large? Well let me put it this way… each action has XRayo’s number added to it… so in reality the game immediately jumps to TREE (Rayo’s Number)… doubled by 2, but WAIT, no the 2 is X by Rayo’s number so it’s actually X by Rayo’s number X2, then after all this you add the palm layer which makes every individual node worth what the entire structure was previously… X by Rayo’s number so you actually now already have Rayo’s number layers of this whole process by round 2… of all Rayo’s number of rounds of this rapidly multiplying again and again… the result, my friends, is Rennison’s number.
Understood any of that? No, well fair enough… but yeah this is big. I’ll be honest considering I conceptualised this post as a joke I’m surprised how sophisticated I ended up getting… either way say hello to… Rennison’s Number, it’s really large… and stuff.
BTW if you’re wondering what all the other random commands I added to the tropical method are for, idk I just thought it looked cooler.
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Some fun facts about @radicalradfemleague:
-The flag in her banner and PFP is that of a small movement from Discord known as “Corporatist Feminism” that wished to fuse a Fascist corporatist structure with TERFism. This got nowhere as it was completely incoherent, however individual followers do still exist.
-some of what she supports include: Anti-Communism, strict border control, corrective violence towards homosexual, bisexual and asexual people, union busting, conspiracy theories around “the Jews pushing Trans ideology”, criminalisation of sex work, criminalisation of porn, complete extermination of the trans and Jewish population, eugenics, the idea of a one-party state led by a “matriarch” whom society is built around following.
-Harassed @tobrez (account tagged with users permission) with Aphobic and Homophobic comments, falsely accusing him of being a porn writer and sending multiple hostile asks including ones directly calling for his death and others accusing him of being a sex pest.
-Is not satire or gimmick. Was a direct participant in old Kiwi Farm harassment campaigns.
-Romanticises the literal Strasser brothers as what the Nazis should have been.
I wish you were in Harry Potter as one of the Werewolves during the 1980s
Yeah I’m actually responding to this one so that the fact you said this is permanently recorded on the Internet.
Idk why people are so obsessed with sending me homophobic harassment but yeah I’m going to start blocking now
User reposts “LGB without the T” content BTW
This may be controversial but believe the greatest threat to women’s rights in modern times are the “trans inclusive” communists and anarchists. Let’s take the Revolutionary Communist International as an example. They claim to be a revolutionary communist organisation who base their values on “materialism” and claim to fight for women’s liberation, and yet they have gone as far as to recognise radical feminism as being “Proto-Fascist” and use TRAs as a major source for recruitment. This has fooled tens of thousands of people into joining them believing them to be a genuine liberation movement, including from Feminist organising, with hundreds of organisations doing all this exact stuff the RCI is doing.
With most TRAs and the Right at least you know what you are getting, but with these people, they claim to support values they are opposing, and in the long run I feel they will become a greater issue than either others ever could be.
The RCI claimed 7.127 members at their last (and first) congress this summer (source), that's hardly "tens of thousands of people". If you have a look at their website you'll see their affiliated political parties all over the world aren't even those countries' actual communist party, it's always some obscure, small and niche left-wing political party. Plus it's a trotskyist organization, which means it's not even aligned with the political ideology that serves as a basis for most communist parties (marxism-leninism)
Communist ideology has historically been supportive of abolition for prostitution. Still today many communist parties are very open about supporting abolition for porn, prostitution and surrogacy. that's the case in portugal, the uk, france, sweden and norway for example. you'll also find communists taking stance against prostitution in belgium and germany, and i don't need to explain how vital that support is considering how dire the situation is over there. in general communist parties defend equal pay for women, a better access to healthcare and education to women (and in particular to women most vulnerable in our society -- working class women and woc), they support reproductive rights as well as social welfare programs, which benefits women (especially young mothers, elderly women and disabled women) the most considering women are more likely to live in poverty than men. communists also support welcoming refugees and helping immigrant people with fair access to housing, healthcare, education and jobs -- to the benefit of female refugees; while the right supports measures that worsen the living conditions of the most vulnerable women if they are not banning them from entering the territory and leaving them to die from war, poverty and terrorism induced by western imperialism
most communist parties don't even have a clear or official stance on how far we should go about "trans rights", even less so about "terfs". the only communist party i know of that took a stance about all this is the communist party of britain, which actually supports radical feminism, denounced modern trans ideology as sexist, homophobic and pro-capitalist and was endorsed by jkrowling in the latest general election.
Left-wing men can be extremely sexist in their own right but left-wing movements (to which women, and in particular working-class women, lesbians and woc, contributed a lot to) aren't a greater threat to your rights than the actual right-wing, protofascist, conservative movement that's been steadily rising all over the globe by surfing on the new wave of inceldom, antifeminism and religious fundamentalist thoughts spearheaded by nazi sympathizers
Alright I’m going to engage with this, both because reposting this gets the RCI publicity which I LOVE to see and because the misunderstanding of Communism as an ideology is so hilariously skewed it’s laughable
1. While it’s true most Communist organisations don’t have much of a position on trans rights, the fundamental framework that allows for that reductionist view still prioritises class over all else. The TERF movement has always praised Rowling as an ally, however she’s, as of late 2025, a billionaire, and unlike Liberals or Conservatives who may think “billionaires are bad but some can exist”, Communism views billionaires, as both a class and individuals, fundamentally an abhorrence that shouldn’t exist. Rowling endorsing the BCP actually caused a bit of a schism within the BCP because the idea of someone with a position considered so abhorrent not just agreeing with but full on ENDORSING the Party made a lot of people fundamentally rethink how they understand their politics. Even if you were to find an anti-Trans communist, they’d desapise Rowling and by proxy the TERF movement for this reason specifically.
2. The usage of the UK Supreme Court was an explicitly anti-worker move from the TERF movement that damages most legitimate credentials to serious leftists. The Supreme Court as an institution is unelected officials being placed with the power to overrule democracy, with labour protections and worker rights being the things most prominently overruled. This is actually WHY the Supreme Court was conceptualised originally, as is directly stated in early documentation including that by James Madison himself (who said the US Senate and Court existed to stop workers from taking power over property owners). On top of this in the UK Hilary Cass who was also explicitly praised by the TERF movement accepted a position as a literal Aristocrat.
3. Trans and Asexual people are both statistically far more likely to join Communist movements than most other groups due to the nature of their marginalisation, however both of these groups are vilified by the TERF movement. Siding with TERFs would be tactically completely detrimental for any serious modern day organising.
4. Multiple prominent American TERFs have directly organised with the Heritage Foundation to push their policies, which… in most cases disqualifies them from any credibility within left organising.
5. Dialectical Materialism is Radically Constructivist by definition, while the TERF movement is based on genders and sexualities having singular set unchanging definitions, this is completely incompatible.
6. A fully realised Communist state literally COULDN’T enforce TERF policies as it’s Classless and Stateless, which completely disables the statist apparatus that Gender segregation enforcement needs.
Some experiences I had as an Asexual in the UK
When I was in secondary school, I often struggled a lot with the question of sexuality. I knew a lot of gay people, a lot of straight people, a lot of bisexual people, and everyone from my friends to my teachers to my family all wanted to know what my sexuality was… but I just… didn’t have an answer. I did identify as Bisexual for a couple years as I had developed crushes over the years however I never felt the “sexual” aspect that everyone claimed existed.
As time passed and I was taught more and more about sexuality and identity, I got increasingly distressed by how little I actually understood any of it. I knew “asexuality” as a concept sure, and while I have always been extremely sex repulsed, I do still feel occasional libdo and as such thought that disqualified me from counting as Ace. Eventually I fell into an existential crisis as I tried desperately to learn what my sexuality could possibly fit, spoke to my parents, my friends, tried to see if I counted as Pansexual. Nothing fit, so, I just sat back, with no understanding of who I was or what was wrong with me. I felt isolated, alone, like I didn’t belong in this world.
When I started opening up to people, nobody really understood it either. I was accused of being unwell, that this was induced by trauma or a side effect of “porn addiction”, that it meant I’d likely never be able to fall in love, that it meant I just had “really high standards”. Everyone from my family to my friends to the man literally teaching us sex education had no understanding of asexuality, and so that just pushed the narrative that I wasn’t asexual deeper. This was until one specific person joined my friend group, someone who was openly Asexual, and, he pushed really hard on it. Admittedly I did find it a little uncomfortable but, at the same time it surprised me. I contacted him directly to ask about why he’s acting like this despite being ace, and he replied by telling me that asexuality doesn’t always equal a lack of libdo. To say I was shocked would be an understatement, this completely reframed my entire life. My family didn’t understand it, none of my friends including the queer ones seemed to understand it, my teachers didn’t understand it, but this man whom I knew for four days before he left the group seemed to understand it well enough to guide me to investigate and discover that yes, I was indeed asexual.
So many years in pain, questioning who I was, questioning why I’m not like everyone else, with nobody giving answers, nobody understanding what I was feeling. When I learned I was Asexual it answered every question that was sitting in my head that had haunted me for over half my lifetime, saying it was a relief would be a massive understatement to what I was really feeling in that moment. I’d finally understood something I thought I never would or thought was something that needed to be fixed.
My experience since coming out as asexual has been very mixed, aphobia has been prevalent pretty much everywhere I go online that has varies everywhere from casual dismissal to death threats and attempted doxxing, while in real life I’ve mostly faced dismissal. This has pretty much become the standard whenever I try to engage with LGBT+ spaces, it likely gets drowned out by other things or I get treated more like an ally than part of the community and it’s honestly exhausting. On the other hand, I remain proud of my identity, I remain open about my identity, and I continue to support every single fight for the rights of this community.

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Shut the fuck up and answer me pussy
Shut the fuck up AND answer you? What does that even mean?
Alright, fine, “So here we finally are”, I’ll give in to all 3 of your demands, on a Tumblr Blog like you asked,
The RCP has Communists in it
TACC has complaints in it
I stopped working on some weird contemporary fantasy book I was working on in like 2019.
There, is this satisfying?
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Never forget asexuals. asexuals highkey cool. If youre ace youre valid
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