🌙moth!✨

i can handle being treated like shit over and over again, but i can not handle you leaving me

I wish I was pretty like the girls I see on here, underweight, delicate, fragile, soft like mist and rain, it's not fair

How are you supposed to just get up and go to school and go to work and come home and make dinner and fold the laundry and not want to kill yourself the whole fucking time.

i’m sick of the ache in my chest that constantly tells me i will never be good enough.

loving me is like watering a dead flower

i feel like no one really talks about how this all is a permanent condition, the sadness never really goes away it just brews in the back of your head. no matter what you’ll always be reminded that it’s always lingering. sometimes i can’t accept it’s always going to be like this. i swear i’m fun and chill i just have this irrevocable ache inside of me. it’s a part of me now and i don’t think i ever wanna let it go. oh i wish to be a normal girl. what is wrong with me?.

I said sorry for the scars you gave me.