Well, it’s inpatient time!
On Sunday I am heading into TDU for three weeks which will be great. My doctor and I have planned what we are going to work on system mapping, grounding and reducing my delta waves with brain mapping!
This will be my second admission this year and I have one planned for next year. TDU (Trauma and Dissociation Unit) is for a variety of different things and everyone in there deserves to be there. This morning wasn’t the first time I’ve received hate for ‘wasting a bed’. How cruel to say.
I have a lifetime of trauma to work on and I can’t understand or imagine why anyone would be so awful. Being told to 'grow up’ when I have little alters, it’s caused system chaos all day. Perhaps that’s what the anonymous person wanted.
Luckily I am mature enough to know that anonymous comments like that, although they’re saddening, they don’t reflect the truth. Why should I feel ashamed about needing treatment for an illness that I can’t get rid of and only have a small amount of control of.
I wish people would think before they speak or type. I feel unsafe on this platform right now so I won’t be around for a while. But if you know me, I’m sure you’ll be able to reach me.