Dev1l G1rl

Out on the lawn hot boxing the cozy coupe 🔴

So the collar Mistress had made for me arrived the other day… It feels like a cursed item trying to bind itself to my soul while Mistress sits there saying to just let it happen… 🔴

No, I do not have ulterior motives when approaching sophonts… The fact that I have 11 florets implies nothing! lol 🟠

Four of them! FOUR OF THEM?!?! This can’t be real this has to be an elaborate prank! Why do women keep walking up to and just go, “I own you now. This is not up for debate.” Ieehehbebdixj… 🔴

Beanboozled but instead of half the jellybeans being sweet and the other half being nasty, replace the nasty ones with jellybeans filled with various xenodrugs 🔴

I think brains are really neat and that we hardly know how they function and that most of what we do know is just assumptions sophonts made off nothing but their opinions. One of the things I’ve been thinking about recently is how much I’ve changed through miss Robin’s work. I used to be almost a completely different sophont before she domesticated me; she had deemed me a danger to myself and took me as her’s despite my arguing and protests. I don’t fully remember what it was but it was something like I used to feel I had to be a certain way, super responsible and serious like how some sophonts wanted me to be or I wasn’t deserving of love so when ever I did not fit that role or messed up I’d panic hard or feel like a failure unworthy of love or kindness. I don’t even fully know or remember what she did but I no longer think that way and after becoming a floret it was immediately obvious to everyone around me how much I had changed. Only thing I do remember is that she constantly was reassuring me before it all went down that I’d still be myself and that this was not a sign that I’m weak; I think she needed me to trust her and to be calm for it to work. I just think it’s really cool it was possible at all, like, an alter just removed the traumatic thought process of another alter in a single night. It’s super neat to think about 🔴

Recently had a, “I really wish someone would do something about this… wait I’m someone,” moment the other day and bought one of those trash collecting sticks. It’ll give me somethin’ to do on my days off and maybe it’ll be nice to watch the sunset by the lake, maybe get a little high first. Heh. 🔵

Just got full named by one of my partners for telling Skadi to go fuck itself and that honestly felt worse than whenever my parents would do that… bleh… 🔴

Stars, in a small handful of days one of my partners formed a new head mate who’s hyper possessive over me and renamed me to Calliope because in her words, “you require a name fitting of my crown jewel,” then someone openly admitted that they are forming a crush on me and then another partner formed an affini headmate so now I have at least 3 affini after me. I need help 🔴

I refuse to make myself uncomfy! I WILL leave the house in my pajamas and slippers every single time! If I can’t have my 4x hoodie that lets me have little flappy hands I will not be going! 🔴