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#mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderlinepersonalitydisorderawareness #borderlinepersonalitydisorderrecovery #cptsd #cptsdrecovery #cptsdawareness #ocd #ocdawareness #ocdrecovery https://www.instagram.com/p/CCLcEzspTW2/?igshid=4wsgmmutt1jz

Just my normal mental health meme dump load ya know the usual #keepyourheadup #dontletanyonebringyoudown #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderline #bipolar #borderlinepersonalitydisorderawareness #borderlinepersonalitydisorderrecovery #bipolartype2 #bipolardisorderawareness #cptsd #cptsdrecovery #cptsdawareness #psychosis #psychosisawareness #psychosisrecovery https://www.instagram.com/p/CCIeIklgT3u/?igshid=1s4fp9fx2mjz1

I’ve had a lot of people get on my ass for my gofundme because when I was in high school it was determined by a psych professional that I can’t work and go to school at the game time he actually advised me to take a year of time off both and get a psychiatric service animal because I was suffering so greatly I’ve also had a lot of people get on my ass about not working in college meanwhile the stress of college was landing me in the psych ward atleast once every semester it was hard for me to deal with every single person that got in an argument with me on social media telling me to “get a f*cking job freeloader” like I didn’t have enough to deal with as is but in October it got to the point that takeoff time off wasn’t just not an option it was something that I had to do I didn’t have the option to work or go to school anymore a depressive episode hit that u was fighting back for three months. What happened when it hit was I fainted at work and then had a miscommunication with my manager so I “involuntarily quit” from my job and then about four days after that my boyfriend that I was living with broke up with me, and then two weeks after that I went to my ex fiancés house for a bonfire hoping if I see my old friends I’ll feel better I had a panic attack there and I screamed at my ex fiancé to get away from me and that I never wanted to be touched again I got into a dispersonization episode to which I literally couldn’t move or speak and he used that to his advantage by sexually assaulting me the entire night that was the seventh time I’ve been sexually assaulted and it was the point where I lost myself in that couch as if I was done. I made myself manic so I could get home and then after that manic episode my ex yelled through the phone at me that he didn’t care about what I’ve been through and that he didn’t love me anymore and didn’t even care about me anymore. Plus I managed to be in that depression for two months. And then in December almost made an attempt on my life but a flashback to me holding my stillborn daughter in my hands woke me back up to reality. #yourestrongerthanyouthink #takecareofyourself #stopthinkingnegative https://www.instagram.com/p/CCH0mfegS3z/?igshid=1a26lgikjc8es

You are not you’re disability you are not your illness you are not your hardships #disabilityawareness #disability #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #cptsdrecovery #borderlinepersonalitydisorderawareness #bipolar #bipolartype2 #bipolardisorderawareness #cptsdrecovery #psychosis #psychosisawareness #mentallillnessmemes #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness https://www.instagram.com/p/CCHm9NGgaPw/?igshid=19pufu0n8l36z