zargog the destroyer

If you go without it you feel unwell in a way that you never usually feel unwell. Sweating, tired, sleepy, headaches, irritable, depressed, etc. For example when I was in opium withdrawal I got incredibly depressed in a way that I’ve never been before or since. When you quit caffeine you might get super bad headaches even if you never usually get any headaches.

Thoughts of it regularly bother you and the thoughts go away once you’ve taken it but only temporarily. Unlike with a food craving which usually stays away once you’ve satisfied it or distracted yourself from it.

You find yourself rationalizing with yourself why you should break your own rules about how much you can take and how often. For example you might only let yourself drink alcohol every four days but start thinking that three days is actually close enough to four days, right? Especially if this happens regularly.

You’re using it so often that you feel the need to lie about how much you use because other people might think it’s concerning

If the substance or activity is nearby it’s genuinely difficult to not consume it or participate in it in a way that’s really frustrating.

You feel bad when you’re not on it and your brain tells you “if you just take the thing you wouldn’t feel this way”

You can only feel “whole” or “normal” when you’re on a substance even though it’s a recreational drug

Does this count as mature content

<-Part 25 & 26

The actual ghost of Nikola Tesla

Blob in a mech suit

Teenage singer that tragically died in a house fire

Literally just a fucking genie

Some rich old guy who REALLY needs therapy

The Box Ghost

Bullied kid from the 50s who’s heavily implied to have taken his own life

14 year old with a hoverboard and a gun

Government funded Ghost Cops

Actual Ghost Cops

A decades year old shadow demon that assumes the form of a human and feeds off the misery they create

His own parents

which makes me very heart eyes given ilya's reputation as like. the nhl bad boy: DON'T fuck with him. because i'm imagining maybe a more casual locker room interview (like just something behind the scenes, maybe, for the team's insta or something), and ilya is dialed in and listening and being his usual charming/cocky self and shane in the background is already mentally locking in and is not tagged in for this interview so is largely just doing his own thing because he's not really in frame so also not really registering it happening. it's just background noise to him. and so what's happening from the viewer pov is just watching the russian menace get fully manhandled out of the way without complaint because he has something of shane's in his locker and then automatically holding his hand out without looking because he knows shane is going to hand him his tape to hold for him while he looks for something else so it doesn't get lost.

just very pleased and soft about the idea of the people who are going to lose their SHIT watching Ilya Rozanov, Professional Menace be The Most Domesticated Husband To Ever Husband-

In case anyone was curious how our planning meetings have been going for season 3 of the Magnus Protocol, @jonnywaistcoat and @rqbossman are professionals who never get side tracked.

Also posted to Tiktok bc I guess I’m doing that now: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZNRCRNReY/

I may not be a young gay mixed Asian hockey player; I'm an old bisexual Autistic Pacific Islander with a tiger mom and fun dad. And the small, restrained expressions of Hudson's Hollander had me going through it with him in ways I can't even explain. To see such representation, such nuance, and understanding and depth of attention is truly a marvel. This is a master craftsman giving me myself, when before I've had Rain Man and Sheldon.