i have a lot of things i want to say, but not a lot of ways to say them

depression feels like you are drowning inside your own mind

I’m actually really fun once you get to know me (takes 3-4 years).

if I let you in, please don’t damage anything.

my 5 year plan is to get back my joy

a soul full of scars

im a romantic but the plot twist is that im unlovable

The urge to lie down. The urge to just lie the fuck down and do nothing.

crazy how trauma isn't your fault but it's your responsibility to heal

my body is the worst most uncomfortable place ive ever lived in

I wish I could turn my brain off

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

Of course I can do it alone. I always do.

I feel so lonely