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Doctor says I got the depression from a lavender bush growing outside my house. Yep. The smell drifting in through open windows in the summer heat made me melancholy. [reacting to everyone's incredulousness and getting defensive and aggressive] I'm telling you that's what he fucking SAID. He said scents can bring about a mournfulness in the soul. No. He said there's nothing to be done about it now

pitch for my new tarot card “Me And The Bestieee”

Just saw my doctor type "FUCKED FOR LIFE" on my chart then he turned the screen away and stopped making eye contact with me

mutuals let's sit at the end of the dock and splash our feet in the water while we watch the sunset

human and bug relations will change by the end of the century

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

I've had a twitch in my left eyelid for THREE (3) SOLID YEARS and my doctor's advice has been a) get more sleep and b) avoid stress. ohhhhhhhhhhh ohhh ok ohhhhhh okay.

ancient greek word of the day: κακοθερής (kakotherēs), unfitted to endure summer heat

this literally means “bad at summer” pass it on

Reblog if you, too, are bad at summer

World Heritage Post

YOUR LIFE WILL GET 10X BETTER IF YOU LISTEN TO JAZZ MUSIC

i love leaning into a bad feeling #mytwistingknife

“yes, I’ve been wanting to read that!” I say with complete earnestness, as I proceed to ignore every opportunity I have to read it

“I’ve been meaning to read/watch/listen to that, but the stars are not in position, so I can’t do it yet”

venus planet of love was destroyed by global warming and me i feel also not so good