D’arby Derby

This blog is not for minors, I write nsfw fanfiction and it will be linked here occasionally.

Hello! You can call me DD or Derby, I’m a 19 year old who uses he/it prns. I LOVE making lists and I am very strange, I made this blog to be my own weird little place away from the eyes of the public. I’m mid-to-high support needs autistic adult, if you have an issue with that please see yourself out. <3

I am not:

An irl

A roleplay or “ask [character]” blog (see @ask-terence for silly doodles)

An introject

An x reader author (sorry! I am aegosexual-aegoromantic and prefer not to write things in first or second person with romantic or sexual content)

A minor-friendly blog or author

I am:

A shitposter

An artist

An author

Disabled

Gay

Unsettling

Socially Awkward

My list of favourite characters can be found here, expect me to follow/engage with content featuring any of them.

Feel free to dm me, I’m friendly and love new people but I’m hesitant to send the first message so I probably won’t dm you first even if we’re mutuals. ^^’

Googling any issue— “why does my [any afab part] have [any common afab issue]?” Yields results exclusively saying “Many women experience—“ “women may—“ “for most women—“ “it is normal for women—“

You are undereducated on your own high-maintenance body thanks to constant misogyny in your upbringing, and even with a full beard and deep voice and bottom growth it still feels like a shot to the chest to have to do anything that should be a comfortable and safe experience for you. Logos and slogans meant to comfort and empower you make you feel hopeless, doctors and Internet forums and simple labels on services or items a constant reminder that you were not born male.

You don’t know how to manage or care for your own body, but to seek help from others is to send yourself into a downward spiral. It’s your mental health or your physical health, and you have to choose because nowhere on earth with a medical degree was made with you in mind.

Bottom surgery is dangerous and rarely even works for trans men. Top surgery leaves you with a target on your back from your easily recognizable scars. Prosthetics are expensive and uncomfortable. No matter how long you take testosterone there’s a chance your period will never go away, or it will come back after some time and stay. You will never get the luxury of being free from the hell of a female body, and all of the exclusive, under researched, and stigmatized issues that come with it.

And to top it all off, you’re a fetish and an oddity, or a confused little girl if you let anyone find out.