𝐇𝐎𝐏𝐄.

𝟐𝟔. What’s something you’ll never admit out loud unless asked directly?

"had"? interesting...

So, in the very hypothetical situation where he claimed you told him he's your favorite Jonas, I should probably assume he's lying through his teeth and that you never actually said that, right? I love you too but if you did, I may have no choice but to move on and find another Daisy to love more. Maybe Daisy Edgar-Jones, even if she has absolutely no idea who I am. Or honestly, at that point, maybe even Daisy Duck.

yes, exactly! in that very hypothetical situation, i would implore you to believe your sweet daisy and believe that joe is lying. and then even if it turned out true, you would know she recognized her error and retracted the statement immediately. but again: all hypothetical, never happened. please don't make me have problems with daisy duck.

i honestly think you're seeing this from a perspective that doesn't even exist, because i never pushed you aside. when did i ever do that? i'm not even in a relationship. just because i don't text you every single day doesn't mean i'm abandoning you, daisy. what do you want from me? of course i care about you. we're friends, and you mean a lot to me, but i don't know what you want me to say anymore. i feel like no matter what i say, you've already convinced yourself that i stopped caring, and that's not true at all. i've just been trying to deal with my own life and my own head sometimes, and that doesn't automatically mean you matter any less to me.

exactly: you're not in a relationship right now, which means i'm allowed some space in your life, but it's the same cycle, zayn. as soon as you do get into a new relationship, you'll forget all about me. again, i'm trying to give you the benefit of the doubt in thinking you don't even realize that you do it, but you're being a bit of a dismissive ass right now, if i'm being honest. can't you take a moment to consider that i may be speaking the truth here, and you just haven't noticed somehow? that my feelings about this aren't something unfounded? i do want to be there for you, i care about you tremendously, but i know it's only a matter of time before you close me out again. and before you answer and deny, i want you to actually think back on your last relationship and how many times we talked during that time. compare that to before the relationship. and then again and again.

noooope, too late. i've already logged into my 'wins over nick' folder in my head. it's not like i'd tell people you were the reason. since i'm the one who would be doing it, there would be a whole air of mystery to it. as for tickets - just say the word on where and i got you.

so maybe you don't tell people, but i'd have to live with that guilt for the rest of my life. you wouldn't do that to me, would you? i know nick wouldn't, so maybe he's the superior jonas after all... but if you make it up to me with those tickets before you lot break-up and gift me some of that exclusive merch as well, i may find it in my heart to forgive you.