6/12/17
kay im done with all that tag BS lolol. I was packing the cabinet today and i stumbled across my old diary again, and i love how you can read the hope slowly drain from me as i have a falling out with what i used to call my friends and struggle through school begging for friends and a counsellor, only having sorrow to accompany me. couple weeks ago (or was it months? I dont remember.), after two years of counselling, my counsellor finally referred me to a psych doctor and a few weeks later i was diagnosed with depression, to be further redirected to the IMH to have more tests run on me. i rarely laugh anymore but when i do all i can hear is my dad calling me insane and he’ll never understand why i want him to stop, shut up, because it’s not funny. i’m sorry i’m happy. i should just kill myself lol














