Cyborg Queen Kelly

If you are a fan of FROM, the Carol and Daryl TWD spinoff, Severance, or Yellowjackets and want to step in for me, please let me know.

will probably get death threats for this, but it is unfuckingacceptable and I have the right to hold this public figure accountable. Additionally, I protected the names of the private figures involved, but not their behavior. People need to know that this should not be tolerated. Harassing a disabled person and then trying to silence them is the epitome of bullying. Especially when you know the target is currently sui**dal.

***NOTE: Any harassment that comes from me posting this will be logged for any possible future lawsuits. If it comes to that, please know that the sources of anonymous and private messages can be subpoenaed. Harassment is never 100% anonymous.

The latest part of this drama, which resulted in my most recent sewer slidal crisis:

Copy of the entire almost-2-year history of harassment:

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As usual, I was minding my business, discussing ableism, and sending a few individual messages out BEGGING for help in the kindest, most humble, most apologetic way I could, because no one would defend me.

After I got dogpiled and harassed for comments that were 100% misinterpreted, and I was publicly told to kms, I found out why no one would help me. I think that was Tuesday, 4/26, and the events of that day made me decide that I was going to check out for good. I said goodbye to my husband, and he rushed home before I could finish my plan. I saw my shrink the next day and she and I both agreed that I should probably be in the hospital. But it would financially destroy us. So she took a risk and made me sign an “I won’t unalive myself” contract in exchange for my husband staying home with me and a rx for Lithium.

I’m happy to say that the Lithium has controlled the intrusive thoughts and the active SI. It’s even helped with the passive SI. I still am afraid of life, so I’m doing what I can to sleep as much as possible, being being conscious is emotionally painful. All I can do is hope it gets better. But if you want to know what happened that brought me to this state, check out the video linked in this post.

I also want to say that the Yellowjackets fandom is a disaster and it’s all because of 1 person who manipulated so many. That isn’t an excuse for what people did to me, but this woman has hurt so many people. I’m open to talking to any Yellowjackets fans about how to make the fandom safer and more compassionate. Because from what I’ve seen, it really looks like I’m the only person who wants that and has tried to make that happen.

I found out 2 people who worked to gain my trust and were enthusiastically messaging me lied to people, telling them that I messaged them inappropriately. I can’t trust ANYONE.

Let it also be known that the false story keeps changing. First I was messaging minors inappropriately; then I guess that wasn’t believable enough so they changed it to inappropriate messages in general. Now it’s literally, “How dare you respond to someone’s message”. Anything to get the focus off of their ableism.

I have been terrified for 2 days that I or my dogs are gonna get shot by one of the armed men that keep showing up at my place. All of this happened because people refuse to speak up. They’ll gladly watch me die first. I had to go on Lithium as a sui**** preventative in response to this.

I don’t want to live in a world that won’t let me exist and thrive. I’m doping myself up on sedatives to stay asleep as much as possible because being awake is too painful. Nobody would want to live like this.

Anyway, if you want to cohost with Pamela, hit her up.