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Actually you don’t have to pick an aesthetic. I think picking an aesthetic kind of kills your creativity and individualism. No one was supposed to fit inside a mood board. Don’t turn art into a performance. Your expression is supposed to be messy, and felt, and you, not for the algorithm. Your expression is meant to be whatever you love, not altered to fit in.

what doesn’t kill you makes your nervous system more sensitive for the rest of your life

"There's blood on my hands, it's always there no matter how many times I scrub and scrub. I know I did it, they don't know I did it. I fell down too far."

but that’s MY autistic probably bisexual murder obsessed emotionally damaged traumatized ptsd ridden comfort character