crystal ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

Aspd/npd culture is wanting to talk about your experiences but people without aspd/npd just see your experiences as "cringe edgelord" shit so you can't be truthful out of risk of sounding stupid

Violent thoughts this morning smh

Every time a fellow borderline demonizes people with NPD or ASPD I actively lose gray matter in my brain because that is literally your cousin bro. I get that victim mentality runs rampant in borderlines, but we're literally two sides of the same coin😭

no other social media site gives me what tumblr has given me . i love this place . it’s awful here. i’ll never leave .

"kill them with kindness" noo omg kill them with like. boiling oil

Having disorders such as ASPD, Autism, and even DID you mask a lot, sometimes you mask the mask. We have been masking since early childhood knowing and not knowing we were masking and when you have been masking for so long and so hard, identity crisis can come so often. It leaves you wondering if there is any mask that is genuine or if they're all fake then what is the real you. Masking for so long leaves you so confused about yourself that you begin to create another mask just so you can say I am no longer confused, I no longer have an identity crisis, leaving the cycle to continue endless because you never were given a sense of self identity to begin with

if u Hate me U got imaginary Beef with me And you Need to Kill Yourself Probably