RebelQueen

Having no one to talk too sucks. I really fear the day I stop caring

So over myself I love her but can’t even take me. I just can’t take this I just wanna crawl into a hole and numb myself idk why ppl even bother talking to me anymore.. I mean they don’t really but… yeah

I only hear from certain ppl when they need something since I don’t feel like explaining myself I just reply late or not at all. Like my car and my gig apps are not for other ppls use. Especially ppl that texted me late or not at all on my bday. I don’t think anyone gets how much that hurt my feelings I barely had anyone talk to me or celebrate me. I refuse to keep helping ppl that can’t help me at all. One person helps yes but I’m not gonna keep letting you use me cause of how much I love you