Birdyboy

Textin someone you like, and gettin to that message thats just one word or an emoji.

Its not that i dont know what to say…

It just hurts knowing that i have to start a new conversation for our time to continue, knowing that if i didnt, we literally just wont talk for the rest of the night.

A woman sent me “lol🤗” the other day. And i still wanted to talk! But if im always the one pickin up the shovel, how will i ever know how deep you naturally wanna go?

If i send a one word text, im thinkin of what im gonna send after that just so the convo doesnt end…

How much do you wanna talk to me?

I dont wanna be a speck in the day of the women i like brah. Like, its def okay! I dont wanna be your everything!

But damn man… no ones doin any true yearning.

Im tired of either bein liked more by someone than i like them, or liking them more than they like me.

I want some “oh shit, if i dont make this interesting i wont hear from him🥺” fuckin energy brah.

Because its what i have😩

But i cant have that without it being unbalanced.

Why. Can no one. Like me. How i want. In the amounts i want. In ways i recognize and derive happiness from????

Where the fuck is my “thinkin about you” text??

Wheres my “come see me”

Where the fuck is “i miss you”

I am flesh to be consumed, why the fuck am i in the freezer????

I had a fuck ton written.