Yanno my least favorite “petite heartbreak”?
Textin someone you like, and gettin to that message thats just one word or an emoji.
Its not that i dont know what to say…
It just hurts knowing that i have to start a new conversation for our time to continue, knowing that if i didnt, we literally just wont talk for the rest of the night.
A woman sent me “lol🤗” the other day. And i still wanted to talk! But if im always the one pickin up the shovel, how will i ever know how deep you naturally wanna go?
If i send a one word text, im thinkin of what im gonna send after that just so the convo doesnt end…
How much do you wanna talk to me?
I dont wanna be a speck in the day of the women i like brah. Like, its def okay! I dont wanna be your everything!
But damn man… no ones doin any true yearning.
Im tired of either bein liked more by someone than i like them, or liking them more than they like me.
I want some “oh shit, if i dont make this interesting i wont hear from him🥺” fuckin energy brah.
Because its what i have😩
But i cant have that without it being unbalanced.
Why. Can no one. Like me. How i want. In the amounts i want. In ways i recognize and derive happiness from????
Where the fuck is my “thinkin about you” text??
Wheres my “come see me”
Where the fuck is “i miss you”
I am flesh to be consumed, why the fuck am i in the freezer????
Where the fuck are your teeth?
