(Blog owner is genderfluid, any pronouns may apply. Low 30s.)
Blog will present suggestive and 18+ content. Minors will be blocked.
Very much open to be contacted by (ADULT) denizens of the knightblr/medievalblr community. Feel free to send asks, dms, add to posts etc. Establishing relationships is the fun part of rp!
Warning: this character will explore fucked up story elements of abuse, torture, dubious consent, feeling trapped in a situation and bad things happening in general. If you need anything tagged and I somehow missed it, let me know.
This guy is a certified whumpee and you are welcome to add to the whump. They are not well in the head, and their actions and beliefs do not reflect my own IRL.
Please do not engage if you cannot separate the person behind the blog from the fictional rp character. I will not roleplay over DMs, but feel free to talk to me to hash out scenes, ask questions or anything OOC!
Story&RP Repository
NSFT content:
Bi, switch-verse, mostly sub at the moment.
Yes: praise, bondage, stress positions, muzzling/gagging, sensory deprivation, overstimulation, devotion/worship, corruption, pain in general (will tag for violence and gore if severe), hair pulling, cnc/free use/dubcon (will tag), obsession/possessiveness, kidnapping, mutual masturbation and the most dreaded romance (no, really, most of the topics here are dark but this loser just wants to be loved).
Depends (ask first): intox, noncon (ideally only for a meaningful story reason).
No: vomit/urine/scat/spit, severe degradation, body shaming, age play, incest/fauxcest, somno, breeding, sissification, feederism, sexuality breaking*, de-trans*, anything involving minors or animals or raceplay*
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Like with birds, you must also be careful not to touch a knight in a way that communicates that you are its mate, as they become louder and more aggressive when you do.
The unnatural fever seizes him suddenly in what should have been the most peaceful sleep of his life, comfortable in his lover's arms. There's a feeling of something scratching the inside of his skull, like a rat is trying to dig its way out. He's back in the woods and every path leads back to the shadow creature. Every time it finds him, it reaches out and plucks a piece out of his body. It's out of malice, he realizes, but also purpose. There's something it's trying to dig out, something important. He keeps running while there are enough parts of him left.
Like with birds, you must also be careful not to touch a knight in a way that communicates that you are its mate, as they become louder and more aggressive when you do.
Make your whumpee have a dream of finding freedom from whumper only to wake up and realize they are still trapped, or in an even worse situation than before they fell asleep.
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He can't rest properly anymore, not chained up in this small cage that doesn't even allow him to stretch his legs. He can only lie down curled up on his uninjured side and even then, the metal of the scold's bridle will dig into his face. Only during the day, when Orlando is busy, he lets exhaustion claim him. Each day his dreams get stranger. He knows they are dreams, because in them he can move and speak freely. In one of them, he dies in the forest and becomes a ghost in Bloodhaven. It's not so bad. He can step through walls and see in the dark. People don't see him if he doesn't want to be seen. The shadow creature that mauled him shows up sometimes, but they look annoyed, not threatening. The ball goes on forever, and each night he watches his two loves dance together in the light.
Push the blade through my skin. Deeper, harder, until I feel it cutting my bones.
Revel in the scalding heat of my blood, it's only for you, it's always been for you.
Carve me open, pull everything inside out and rearrange it all to fit your design. Crack my ribs and expose every secret I've stuffed into the chambers of my heart.
When you decide you're done, push the air from my lungs, savor my weakening breaths.
And tell me you love me with hatred dripping from every word.
🛏️ - A dream that made your character want to go back to sleep so they could continue the dream
🎀 - A dream that left them feeling happy
🛏️ - They are on a boat to god knows where. They had jumped on it with barely any thought, only a single bag of victuals and spare coins scraped together. It doesn't matter. Somehow they will make it together, start a life somewhere new and far away, free from the past. She's laughing, like a deep anguish was finally released from her chest. He twirls her in the air, drawing out even more delighted laughter. He approaches and holds them both close. The taste of their lips is an addiction he never intends to fight.
🎀 - He's very small, still able to be carried in his mother's arms. Her hair smells of cypress and lilies. They are at the basilica, tall, bright and golden like a goddess. The air is filled with colored specks of light and cheerful chanting. He can imagine an entire host of angels fills the domed ceiling.
"See?" His mother points to the heights. "There they are. They are looking after us." The air shimmers like a diamond, and he knows she is right. His little hand reaches out. He feels a large hand clasp his. It is warm.
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knight that literally can't do anything unless i give him instructions. knight that can't think for himself since he's so used to following whatever order he's given. knight that looks at me all stupid and confused when i ask if he thinks he deserves to be inside of me.
((The pain of having a set of kinks that makes Tumblr think you want to see posts about the hockey show or worse, posts tagged "patriarchy" and "male superiority". I feel my libido and my brain shrivel up and die every time.))
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What if you woke up one morning in a strange bed with no memory of the night
What if you were terrified, you beg and plead for me to let you go, you promise not to tell anyone, you tell me you'll do anything to earn your freedom, I just look at you with pity in my eyes
What if I cooked you all your favourite foods, sat and watched and made sure you ate three times a day (plus snacks and desert)
What if I made sure you had your meds at a regular time every day
What if I turned off all the lights and WiFi at a set time each night forcing you into a good sleeping pattern
What if you were still terrified, , every day just waiting for me to use you or abuse or hit you just like everyone else who's ever had power over you
What if I was kind
What if you finally let me hold you, collapsed into my arms, let yourself cry
What if you felt truly safe and free for the first time in your life
What if you begged me to let you go anyway, not because I was doing it wrong or not doing enough, but because you felt you didn't deserve it, because you couldn't believe anyone could care about you this much, because you didn't want to be a burden
What if in reply I told you that you'd never gotten a choice how people treated you before, when they were abusive or neglectful, so why would you think you'd get a choice now